all the things i'll never say

𝒊 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖

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[intro]

come back to me

come back to me

[verse 1]

it's been nine years since i saw you last

i still see your face but i can't recall your laugh

i'm scared one day your voice will fade from my brain

and i won't remember all the words you've said

you were my best friend for a while

now i'd give anything to see you smile

you're six feet apart and i see you in the stars

i wonder where you are now

[pre-chorus]

so if i saw you again today

would you still remember my name?

would it still be the same?

could you kiss the pain away?

[chorus]

i said i miss the rain and then a hurricane rolled in

i miss the olden days, so why did it have to change?

i miss the walks around the block and the shows that you once watched

i miss the little tv screen, playing back the memories

i said i miss you and i hope to see you soon

i should've known it was all too good to be true

thought that it'd get better but better was just a shattered dream for me and you

[verse 2]

i still have that snowman you bought me for Christmas

and sometimes i really hate that you're not with us

eight years down the drain, memories clouded with pain

leaving echoes that won't ever fade away

i still talk to you when i can't fall asleep at night

are you even there, i don't know, cause you don't reply

can you give me a sign, tell me i'll be alright

'cause i'm falling too hard this time

[pre-chorus]

so if i saw you again tonight

it would be so wrong, but it would feel so right

i wanna say the words we left unsaid

before it all fades and become regrets in my head

[chorus]

i said i miss the rain and then a hurricane rolled in

i miss the olden days, so why did it have to change?

i miss the walks around the block and the shows that you once watched

i miss the little tv screen, playing back the memories

i said i miss you and i hope to see you soon

i should've known it was all too good to be true

thought that it'd get better but better was just a shattered dream for me and you

[bridge]

so am i letting you down this time around?

are you even proud, like is this where you'd see me right now

i thought we'd have a little more time

but eight years with you is worth more than a life without

[pre-chorus]

so if i saw you again at midnight

could we lie under the stars and talk all night

i'm older now, so just one last time let me say goodbye

i miss you more than all the miles combined

[chorus]

i said i miss the rain and then a hurricane rolled in

i miss the olden days, why did it have to change?

i miss the walks around the block and the shows that you once watched

i miss the little tv screen, playing back the memories

i said i miss you and i hope to see you soon

i should've known it was all too good to be true

thought that it'd get better but better was just a shattered dream for me and you

[outro]

come back to me i don't know who i am without you near me

come back to me i'm so lost like how'd you make it this far?

i'm begging you please come back to me i swear just one last time then you can leave

i'm crying now it's three am and it still feels like i've lost a friend

come back to me i miss you dearly...

come back to me, i miss you... and i hope to see you soon

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nine years on tuesday. i miss you & i love you xx. hope to see you soon <3 eight years with you was worth more than a life without.

maturity means knowing that that means. 

thoughts & fav line? 

i've rewritten this so many times because it just wasn't hitting as well as i wanted to. i'm quite happy with this song except for the outro it's a lil iffy but it'll do <3

also i feel like i should upload twice a week cause like i'm way to excited for this and i can't wait once a week to post 😭 give me update dates or see you next sunday ahaha

mwah <3