May 30th, 2134
Dear diary,
I'm better now, though I still get sad every now and then I feel better. I know it's mostly because of Nereo and Tyloh. They've really helped me through this whole 'grief' thing. I love them so much.
I kind of want to tell them that I like them but I'm scared of rejection. What if they don't like me back? What if one likes me but the other doesn't? I know I'll be sad and what if they see that and think the other is better than them? Or even worse, what if they both like me and make me choose between them? I could never choose. I love them equally and I'd be so disappointed if they didn't love me back. What do I do?
I've thought about telling my brother about my problems, but it's more of a girl issue. I don't think he'd understand or even care, for that matter. Sometimes it feels like he doesn't care how I feel as long as I'm safe and under his watch. I just wish he could be my friend for once. I mean, if you won't let me have any other friends, then he should at least be my friend. I miss having him as a friend. I miss him. I miss being able to talk to him. Like how we used to. We had so much fun together with dad. Well, now I'm sad again. I still miss him.
I'm going to go and get my fluffballs to comfort me. They'll make me feel better.
Kay, Bye now!
-Floria
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Floria Rialmander
Short StoryA short story about a girl and her two best friends that she has crushes on. Mainly composed of a series of diary entries. This is complete fiction. This is my first book so please no hate. This is a polyamorous story between two guys and a girl. I...
