Toxic (Luke Hemmings)

chapter 4

Luke left me that night standing on the beach in tears and as I watched him walk away I felt like I had been torn in half. I looked down at the bruises on my arms from his grasp and sighed and started walking home. As I was walking home I felt a rain drop and then another and soon it was pouring rain. I sighed and continued walking home and when I got there I went up in my tree house and looked in my bag. I desperately hoped that I had packed my house key and when I found it I smiled big and grabbed my bag and climbed down. I ran to the back door and unlocked it and immediately went upstairs to my room to change out of my wet clothes. After I slipped into some pajamas I went back downstairs into the kitchen to get some water. I caught a glimpse of a wine bottle out of my peripheral vision. I looked at it and picked it up and sighed. "Am I really considering this?" I whispered to myself and before I knew it I had grabbed and filled a wine glass all the way to the top. I sat on the window seat in my room and watched the rain fall. I drank the entire glass and filled another up to the top and kept drinking. I sighed and looked at the bruises on my arms again and started crying. I dropped the wine glass and spilled its liquids as I fell to the floor and cried. It was one thing for Luke to do this but why would Bryana pull the stunt she did. Go out on the dance floor with one boy and then the next morning be in bed naked with a different one. I was so confused and hurt I just wanted to disappear. I stood up and stumbled my way to the utility closet and grabbed the stain remover and cleaned the wine out of my carpet. I put the cleaner back and placed the wine glass in the sink and headed back upstairs to go to bed. I climbed into bed and curled up in a little ball and eventually fell asleep. The next morning I got up and grabbed my school uniform and put my hair in a high messy ponytail. I grabbed my keys and backpack and drove to school. When I got there I didn't stop to talk to anyone I just went straight to class. I sat in my seat and soon the bell rang and everyone started flooding in. Of course Bryana tried talking to me but I just ignored her and soon the guest of honor arrived. Luke walked in and avoided eye contact. I looked down and ran my hands along my arms were the bruises were. I looked up and he was staring at me intensely and I looked away. "Are those from me?" I heard him ask and turned around confused hiding the bruises. "What are you talking about?" I said and he looked at me, "Don't play dumb Chloe you know what. Are those bruises from me?" he said sounding a little concerned. "Why do you care? You don't remember. It doesn't matter Luke it's fine. I'm fine." I said coldly turning around and ignoring everything else he said. Later in study hall he sat next to me and stared at me and continued picking on me like nothing ever happened. How could he just act like this? I will not be part of his game. The bell rang and before he could say anything to me I walked off. The day continued like this and I went home right after school to find out my parents would be gone for another week. I decided to skip school the rest of the week. I just stayed home and every night was the same routine sit in my window seat drinking wine and watching it rain. There was a tropical storm that came near L.A. which brought us a lot of rain and basically every day and night it was raining. Friday night came and I was sitting on my window seat drinking wine watching it rain when I heard a knock on my balcony door. I looked at it confused and saw Luke's face through the glass. He was staring at me and smiled a bit and said, "Please let me in." I sighed and after looking at him for a few seconds I decided to get up and let him in. He was soaked and dripping water all over the floor so I grabbed a towel from my bathroom and handed it to him. "Thanks." He said taking his wet shirt off and threw it in the bathtub. I went into my dad's closet and grabbed some basketball shorts and brought them back to him. "I think you might be the same size as my dad if you wanna try to put these on." I said and he smiled and blushed deep red and looked down at his wet ripped skinny jeans. "You know I would but skinny's are already hard to get off when dry and when wet there pretty much impossible to get off...without help." He said blushing and I blushed hard and looked down. "Ummm well I.. I don't know Luke." I said and he blushed "It's ok Chloe you don't have to I'll try to get them off." He said unbuttoning and unzipping them and struggled to pull them off. He got them halfway off his butt and couldn't get them off anymore. I don't know if it was seeing him struggle or if I was just annoyed with him jumping around and groaning but I decided to help him. "Here Luke lay down." I said and he looked at me and I looked back with a reassuring look and he obeyed. I Placed my hands on the waist band of his pants and pulled and slowly but surely they finally came off. I looked up at luke's boxers and blushed a bit as I saw that he had a boner. He blushed, "Uhhh I can do this part." he said nervously and sat up and I put my hand on his chest and stopped him. We both looked into each other's eyes for a moment and then Luke leaned in and soon our lips touched. Luke kissed me first with passion but as our kisses got faster and sloppier and rougher passion turned to lust. He pushed me hard against the wall and an unexpected moan escaped my lips. This set Luke off and he went crazy and started biting my neck and lip and quickly pulled my shirt over my head. He grabbed my boob and left a bite mark on it and kissed down my stomach to my shorts and pulled them down. "You're a virgin aren't you?" he asked and I nodded breathing fast. My heart was beating so fast I thought it would explode. "Alright I'll take it easy on you." He said winking and pulled me to the bed and pushed me back on it. I moaned and he smirked and came down and pulled my underwear down and threw them on the floor. He kissed up my stomach and kissed me and kissed along my jawline to my ear. He softly nibbled my ear causing shivers to shoot up and down my spine. I arched my back and he smiled as he kissed me and then kissed back down and kissed my clit. This sent electricity all through out my body. Soon I felt a finger pumping in and out of me. I moaned and soon Luke added another finger and his pace became faster and when he heard in my moans that I was reaching my climax his face went between my legs and he started to eat me out. I could feel his lip ring brushing against me as his tongue swirled around inside me. Soon I reached my climax and he moaned as my liquids covered his tongue. When he was done he came up and licked his lips and then his fingers making a pop sound when he pulled them out of his mouth. I was breathing fast and he saw that I was nervous. "Are you ok?" He asked concerned. Before I could answer he looked down and looked upset. "Damn it Luke why did you do that? You were too innocent for that and I shouldn't have done that. I'm so sorry Chloe. This is why I told you to stay away. I can't control myself." He said raking his hand through his hair and pacing back and forth nervously. "Luke." I whispered and he looked at me and grabbed my hands. "It's ok Chloe if your mad. You can call me anything you want or yell at me or hit me. It's ok I deserve that." He said and I looked in his eyes and held his face with my hand. "Luke I liked it. I'm happy you did it." I said and he smiled like a child and blushed and looked down the back at me. "You did? Your not mad?" He said smiling and I smiled and shook my head, "No why would I be mad babe?" I said and I blushed, "Oh i'm sorry I call everyone babe it's a habit." I said and he smiled and stroked my face and brushed my hair behind my ear. "It's ok babe you can call me babe if you want." He said smiling and we both giggled and he pulled the blanket over us and held me tight against his chest. He held my hand intertwined his fingers with mine and kissed my forehead. I smiled and he smiled back and played with my hair and gently brushed it behind my ear. "Luke if it's not to much to ask...Will you stay with me tonight?" I asked and he smiled sweetly and pulled me closer. (If it was even possible to be any closer) "I would love to babe. Of course I will." he said smiling and kissed my forehead and I cuddled into him and we both eventually fell asleep in each others arms.