If I say that I’m not really feeling okay,
I mean it, and really do not feel well.
I do not refer it about my health,
But thanks for cheering me up to recover.
Things have been really heavy for me,
And it was like a giant boulder wanting to kill.
Although I’m almost out of breath,
I’m still trying to survive them for my own future.
I apologize if I won’t show up,
And I don’t have any valid reasons to tell you why,
For my inner self only just gave up
With tears no longer with me to cry.
If I were to be enlightened,
If I were encouraged once again,
Maybe... Just maybe...
Maybe, I’ll continue to avoid how I used to live.
YOU ARE READING
Diaries || Han Jisung
Poetry"A diary that holds my feeling to you, all the pain I held inside me that no one knew, something frozen inside me moved the moment our eyes met.. again" [not all of the chapters are from my own writing]
