Caged

chapter 3.pain

Tara pov .

I was feeling nice here because at least no one can talk to me or order to me.

After looking his whole house and i went in bathroom , I was really huge , i take quick shower and wear comfortable clothes because I know he is not going come .

It was so hard to remove all pins from my head , my hand also started paining , "bechare mere baal " i said to myself , because I did so much to grow them this long .

After struggling 1 hours , finely every pins are out , i directly made braid of my hair and went near balcony window and started making bed for myself , because if he by chance came than he will definitely going to eat me , between I still don't know his name .

He handsome , rich everyone women will like him ,his personality is also like greek god ,he have everything ,but lack of calmness and his  anger issue  which is very  dangerous , i saw in his eyes , i reveal myself .

I was in my thought when I hear opening of door sound , i look at there and saw my husband is standing , there his hairs are messy and his eyes are red which was giving dangerous vibe , looking at him I stand up from my place and look at him .

He entered and closed the door and took a big vase from side and thrown that  in front of me , i flinched little because of sound but I didn't look at him .

After sometime I feel presence and look at his shoes from down then he hold arms tightly and due to pain "Ahh"

But his hold was so strong they he said

"Where is Arya , tell me "

"I don't know , where is she " I said not looking at him , he hold my arms tightly and made me look at him and again said

" Don't do this overreact , i know women like you are always greedy and runs behind man , you just use them for pressure , i don't with how many mans are slept with you " as he said heart get broken before that I was just jinx , bitch , uneducated , bastard , and anymore and now he added 2 more greedy and whore .

I didn't said , as always because whenever I said in front of anyone in their home they only  beat me nothing else .

I was in my thought when I hear him
" I giving you warning stay away from family and I will give you divorce after 6 month , and if I find that you help her , then i will kill you also , and don't ever try cross your limit you're nothing to us " he said venom was dripping from his mouth .

I nodded and he pushed me so hard and the piece of broken vase directly prick in my palm where was already cut , a cry left from mouth , i directly pressed with my lips so he could not hear me .

He left there on floor it is nothing new for me thank God he left if my mami where his place she made clean whole house with same hand where I got hurt .

I stand up from place look at my left palm where the vase prick and then i remind how I got this injured.

Flashback.

I was making tea and pouring water in glass as it was Arya mehndi everyone was busy , I was doing my work alone from morning when I by mistake a glass slip from and hand sherd over place and sweat started forming my forehead because I know what is going to happen now .

As i said mami came first she gave slap and said
" Tere baap , ye sab kharid ke laya tha na , jo tu maharani ne ise thod diya , new glass tere jaise nalayak se acche to gale kutte hote hai , kam se kam dusre ka nuksan to nahi karte "
She burst out over me  , I just want said that " it is belongs to my father only " yes because they are living here in my dad house .

Then she said to pick up the glass pieces as i touch the ground for picking the pieces she pressed her feet over their where I put my hand and blood started coming out from my hand and after looking me at this condition she feels nice and went from there and I saw it was very cut .

Flashback end .

I don't when started coming from my eyes i went in bathroom and look at myself in mirror , I am broken tara who can't complete anyone wish but because my father and mother gave this name , I love it in this whole if someone love me it was them only after that my chote bua who in US living happy life .

" You're are strong tara you're are Tara Ashok mehra , you're daughter of tripti mehra , you can't be weak " i said looking at mirror just encouraging myself but In reality  I am totally  broken i don't have any hope in my life .

After that I wash my hand and clean blood as he said i can't touch his thing , so I made my way towards where I put my bag i tore a white cotton cloth and tie over my injury .

Then i lay there looking at my mom and dad in sky , I hope they don't torture me " ma this hurting when ever they torture me , I am brave but broken , I am really useless I can't even take stand for myself , everyone disrespect and I also let them do , but mom dad i want you , it was better I was died on that day , but your love I living here in world without any love God take my everything my house, my mom my dad, my happiness .

looking at stars and it was quite cold , i can't tolerate to much cold because from starting I living in store room where was just one small window , i somehow manage and slept.

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Author
Anu 💞