It scares me.
Opening up again, that is.
After you, after him. After what we did with her.
How do I move past it all? I loved you, still do. I've moved on, that doesn't mean I stopped. Seeing the ones I never thought I would. Brought up fresh wounds. Wounds I thought I closed on my own.
Years, of pining, loving, praying, wishing..
Why did we end that way?
Why did we choose the route we took?
Why did I make dumb decisions?
Why even let me do what I did?
But then again..
You're crazy, I'm crazy.
We were young, dumb, and in love.
Now you have a chance to start over. Wait you already did.
Then shes all in my shit. Why?
Maybe she is jealous, maybe she just doesn't like me. You spread rumors. I can't even go there without seeing your face on every window, building.
You are haunting my very soul.
I hope one day I find the rest of the closures that is needed..
