heeseung and sunoo had been together most of the day and that infuriated ni-ki , so much and he didn't even know why
he had every girl at his feet and yet he wanted this short , pink haired male , what was wrong with him
seeing heeseung touch and kiss sunoo whenever he wanted made it even worse , ni-ki rolled his eyes as he watched heeseung hold sunoos hand and kiss it , making sunoo giggled , ni-ki gagged at the two
jake kicked ni-ki under the table and immediately went back to talking with sunghoon , the two had been all over each other it was frustrating for everyone around them
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the group had decided to spend the night at heeseungs as school break just started , ni-ki hated the idea , overnight watching the two of them
"heeseung can i bring someone with me" ni-ki suddenly asked from across the table
"oh um...who is it?" ni-ki rarely introduced anyone to the group so all of them were just as confused
"sooha" there was a long silence
"ni-ki what the fuck is wrong with you , why are you even in contact with her" jay was almost yelling from across the table , slamming his fist down
"she never did anything to me?" jay was furious
"no but she did to heeseung hyung and he's you FRIEND riki"
sooha was heeseungs ex girlfriend , she made a bet with 2 of her friends which was if she could make heeseung fall for her in a month then each friend would buy her an expensive item
heeseung did in fact fall for her and it ruined him , she was heartless and didn't care about heeseung , that's when he met sunoo and they became close , he'd forgotten all about her until now
sunoo squeezed heeseungs hand under the table
"it's okay hyung you should say no , what she did to you was unacceptable" sunoo whispered lowly trying to comfort heeseung as much as possible
heeseung took a deep breath before talking "i'm sorry ni-ki but no , either come alone or don't come at all" with that heeseung left still feeling shitty about the whole conversation
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sunoo was making his way towards the school gates ready to leave , then he spotted the tall japanese male
he pulled his shoulder spinning him around
"you know riki you're a fucking asshole , the world doesn't revolve around you and your pathetic life , stop being so selfish and think about your friends for once" god that felt good to get out
"i'm an asshole?" ni-ki pointed to himself "then what does that make you kim?" he stepped closer to sunoo , their height difference became very clear to sunoo but he wasn't afraid
"what the fuck have i ever done to you" that made ni-ki scoff "i'm not even wasting my breath on you , but heeseung doesn't love you , we all know he still loves sooha" ni-ki felt a throbbing pain on his cheek
sunoo had slapped him
"you really disgust be ni-ki" sunoo wasn't looking at him anymore , he was staring at the ground , the tears welling up in his eyes , he didn't want to cry in front of ni-ki , he wouldn't cry because of HIM.
before ni-ki could say anything else , sunoo was already gone , his back facing ni-ki as he left the school
"what have i done" ni-ki pulled out his headphones and turned his volume to full , making his way home he thought about everything
sunoo
heeseung
his feelings
ni-ki never liked anyone , he thought it was a waste of time , but the first time he met sunoo he knew he wanted him
no
he needed him , sunoo was like summer , you love it when you have it and miss it when it's gone
he had sunoo , that night in the bathroom , he was his
so why now was he with heeseung , HE kissed him so why did he run away , why didn't he text him , why doesn't he talk about it
why.
ni-ki hated this , he wasn't even playing with other girls anymore , he didn't want to but what was the point , sunoo didn't like him and now he was gone , he's with heeseung and ni-ki needed to accept that
no one can know he liked sunoo , no one.
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would this count as angst? ugh idk but i hope y'all are enjoying this so far☺️🎀
