Shehnaaz
After completing all my work...I headed towards home...by plugging my airpods..and listening to the song....well these airpods..u wont believe...ye 8 saal purane hai..! Actually these were gifted to me by somebody...uffff.. na jane kyu..meri saari memories..usi se jaake kyu attach ho jati hai?No idea...ya pta nhi...maybe because..maine apna ek part usi se attach rkha hai...aur rakhu bhi kyu na? He gave me the reason..to be happy..gave me the reason to smile bus twist itna hai..ki happy krna to skha diya...but uss happiness ko cheen bhi liya..so brutally..maine life mai..har cheez pe compromise ki thi...bttt ek hi cheez thi jispe...bharosa kiya tha ki..ispe no compromises..but...jorke phrse tor diya mujhe...
I have no hate towards him...but...pta nhi kyu...7 saal baad bhi...use bhula nhi payi mai..ye dil kisi aur ke liye uss tarah dharka hi nhi..jaise uske liye dharka tha....Kya yhi hota hai pyaar? ya isko kch aur bolte hai..but jo bhi hai...acceptance hai mujhe cheezon ki....that all matters
Kisi ki yaadon mai khoye huye...khawabon ko hmne saja liy...
Kisi ki bahon mai soye huye..apna use bana liya...
As a kid...hm do behne thi...sanaya aur mai shehnaaz raichand..
Sanaya was elder to me by 1 year....but jb I was born...that time..she suffered from asthma...and mummy papa..always felt...I am a bad omen...thats why...wo pyaar kbhi nhi mila..haan facilites saari di gyi..but never that love...it broke me as a child....btt maine compromise kr liya..ki yrr koi naaaa..ekbaar sanaya thk ho jaye to..mummy papa zarur meko pyaar krenge..bohot saara...
but Sanaya died...when I was 15 years...and tbse...mummy papa...ne to mujhse jaise distance bana liya bohot saara...I always longed for that love..but kbhi mila hi nhi...isi ko apni kismat maan li..ki maybe I dont deserve love...Introvert ban gyi...writing mai peace milne laga...btt...life has its twist..wo aaya meri zindagi mai...usne mujhe wapas se...itna pyaar dilaya...jo mai kbhi imagine bhi nhi kr sakti....fairytale wali feeling aane lagi thi...btt...last mai jaake...usne wo pyaar bhi mujhse cheen liya...behrami se cheen liya...mera bharosa tor diya...bachpan se maine kbhi complain nhi ki...buttt uss ek saksh ne...mujhe meri wafai ka...kya silha diya...
Uk...duniya mai sbse zyada..hurt tb hota hai...jb aapko koi wo pyaar de...jiske liye aap hmesha tarse ho...but wo pyaar aapse...cheen liya jaaye...isse to accha tha ki pyaar na hi karta..kamse kam...iss dard se guzarti to nhi mai...bttt khair...old times...now life is different...Shayad jab aap kisi se pyaar krte ho...aur wo aapse dur ho jaye..tb aapko smj aata hai..ki khudse...pyaar krna kitna zaruri hai....abb I dont long for love..bcoz wo mere andar hai...abb I just want to radiate love and peace..to those..jiske paas nhi hai
POV ENDS
Ana called Sidarth
Sid: Hey
Ana: Hi, wo mai soch rhi thi...why dont we got out for dinner..i mean aap hmare desh aaye ho...switzerland ka ek tour bhi ho jayega..and we will know..kaha kya hai to shoot...along with that..dinner bhi kr lenge..whats say
Sid: Sounds good! Thk hai phr done hai...
Ana: Okay, will informa all the details later on
Sid: Thk hai...bye
ana: bye
Sid's POV:
Ik....koi mjhse khafa hai..aur ho bhi kyu naaa..dil tora hai maine uska..maybe dil to bohot choti cheez hogi...I humiliated her love, i broke her trust...I am really sorry...bus tu ekbaar mujhe mil ja..I promise...tujhe kbhi jane nhi dunga...jbtak tu nhi manegi whi baitha rhunga...bus tu mil jaaa...Ik tu nafrat krti h merese....but 7 saal ho gye iss nafrat ko....tu to bolti thi mai teri duniya hu....kya duniya se itna dur raha ja sakta hai kyaaaa?
POV ENDS
Sidarth sighed...remembering her...if he could just tell her..what circumstances made him do that ...btt he never got the chance..
Sid called Shayra and told her everything
Shayra: Chal..its good....seems like acche log hai..khair hai bhi to indian acchi jamegi...collab would be good
Sid: Hmmm..whi I am planning kc indian aur foregin ka combo kre...
Shayra : Great....agr kch bhideas aate hai..I will contact you..okay?
Sid: OK
After that...
At evening...
Sid started to call Ana
Sid: Hello...let's catch up tomorrow 🤟
Ana: Sure it will be a pleasure...Are u comfortable in the new country??
Sid: Yeah... That's so sweet of you to ask...I would love to explore more
Ana: Sure...we r gonna have a blast..with this project
Sid: sure sure
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