Invisible Strings

Free

I'll be the first to admit I'm the problem.
I'll be the first to admit I need to learn to heal.
I'll be the first to back out if I feel its harming you in anyway.
I'll be the first to deal with any pain you have in your wake.

I would also be the first to wipe all your tears away.
I would be the first to allow you to use me as a punching bag when you're angry at the world.
I would be the first to hold your hand when you want the rest of the world the fade.
And I would fight anyone and anything to be the first to love you, no matter what the rest of the world says.

I'm a little much.
My anger can build and then come the dam of tears that spill in the break.

I can spam your phone even though you're not even awake.
But you'd never have to question my love, you'll always know that isn't fake.

I would do anything for you, you know, no matter for my sake.

I can be loud at times, and sometimes a little messy.
I can act like a child at others, sometimes being fussy.
I can talk alot, but only to my favorite people.
I can be as quiet as a mouse, if you ever need me to listen.

I can adapt to situations, just give me a bit of time.
I know theres many out there waiting for you, just waiting patiently in line.
I know some better, but thats what I want to be.

But if you don't want me anymore, no matter how it hurts, the shattering pieces of me..
you know because I love you, and I want you to be happy...
If you asked.. I'd set you free.

But not without a fight you see..
I love you, I love you so passionately.
But after a while, if you continue to tell me the same..
no matter the pain, I would box it all away.
And allow the rain to fade me away.