I have decided to start writing down my thoughts. I feel like they get so jumbled in my head and the words spin around and around and around. I have no one to speak to. I have naught a friend in the world.
I am utterly and truly alone.
I guess I should start at the beginning? Or maybe you would rather hear the end? Well I guess it does not matter.
I do not plan on being alive much longer.
I thought I could do it for my mother. Live in our home and pretend to be happy, go to the balls and dance and drink the bitter wine.
I would dance and forget.
Forget about my dead family. Forget about all the dead Queens.
I see their ghosts sometimes.
I would have been happy to dance and forget. But he has banned me from it. I am kept in my apartments day and night.
I have not even said a word out loud in many days.
I am so tired.
I am sorry mama.
I tried to do it for you I really did.
But I cannot stay in the room any longer.
I cannot live with him any longer.
I hear him.
He is coming.
- Aemma
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Salvation | HOTD
FanfictionAfter ascending the Iron Throne following his brother Aegon's death, King Aemond Targaryen's relentless pursuit of a male heir leads to a series of ill-fated marriages, marked by executions for treason. Desperate for a solution, Aemond's council sug...