Diary Entry 1

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I have decided to start writing down my thoughts. I feel like they get so jumbled in my head and the words spin around and around and around. I have no one to speak to. I have naught a friend in the world.

I am utterly and truly alone.

I guess I should start at the beginning? Or maybe you would rather hear the end? Well I guess it does not matter.

I do not plan on being alive much longer.

I thought I could do it for my mother. Live in our home and pretend to be happy, go to the balls and dance and drink the bitter wine.

I would dance and forget.

Forget about my dead family. Forget about all the dead Queens.

I see their ghosts sometimes.

I would have been happy to dance and forget. But he has banned me from it. I am kept in my apartments day and night.

I have not even said a word out loud in many days.

I am so tired.

I am sorry mama.

I tried to do it for you I really did.

But I cannot stay in the room any longer.

I cannot live with him any longer.

I hear him.

He is coming.

- Aemma

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