Forbidden love

Chapter 10

Elizabeth PoV

Have a taste of your own medicine
Come back to me when you're ready.
Am I touching that spot in you?
Was I right?
That part of you that wants to choke me until I can't breath but you still wonder deeper
You're a coward

It all echos in my head from the night where she had the courage to say what's on her mind. The worst part is that it was all true.

She's touched that spot in me that makes me want to dive into the world head first, exploring anything that she has to offer, get to know her on the deeper level. Make a story with her and not just a page in my book that ended quicker than it should've.

I was to speechless to say the less, that day to say anything that I wanted to, to say that I wanted this, I want you. Whatever that brings.

Yes this relationship isn't ideal but I'll do it, I rather be with her than without her at all. She brung the light to the room on the dullest days and charged me up to be a better person.

Hopefully today after class I can have a talk with her. I'm fully sober and clear headed with my thoughts but first I have my 2nd year class.

After two painfully slow hours the class was ended and I managed to get some break in with Kathryn before my next class with y/n that's got my heart racing.

The student filter in after the bell goes down but no sign of y/n yet, she may be late again.

The second bell goes the seat of hers still empty lacking the person I most want to talk to right now, the uneasiness stinking to the bottom of my stomach.

"Alright. Let's begin"I say losing the hope of seeing her after class.

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Fuck it.
I go into my student data base looking for y/n, her photo standing out to the rest of them with her contagious smile, clicking on the photo her personal information popping up including her address.

I write it down on a post it note, logging out of my computer gathering all my stuff together until an echo of the door opening fills the room.

"The class is canceled today"I say looking at the door seeing the person I wanted to talk to enter with an emotionless expression on her face.

"Y/n, I was going to go talk to you"I say straightening my clothes up, covering my cut hand with my long coat sleeve.

"Well here I am but just let me go first"she says taking strides to stand in front of me.

"This whatever happened, has ruined the chance of me learning without thinking about you and what could've been different if I wasn't your student. This class isn't going to work for me and I want my future, so what I'm trying it say is I'm transferring professors, I'm-"

"No,no,no this isn't happening. You're staying in my class if you like it or not. I was about to turn up to your apartment and tell you that I want you, I want us to work. This is so inconvenient, I know but I can't stop thinking about that night, our talks. I miss it. I will work for your forgiveness, beg on my knees if I have to but you're not leaving. We can go at whatever paste but only if you want to, if you don't and you keep rejecting my wishes. I'll respect your decision and you can leave."I say stepping forward to be closer to her but leaving some distance so she doesn't feel like I'm pressuring her.

"This is forbidden."she says taking a guilty step back,her back colliding with the hard wood of my desk, wiping her sweaty hands on her trousers.

"That's what makes this so good right?."I say lifting her chin up, wrapping my hand around the side of her neck lightly.