See agr tumhe soft hearted ho then pls ya part mat dekho
ya baat surur hui thi 5 years pehle ya mai tab bohot choti thi but dhere sab badalta gaya logo k nature,care ore v bohot kuch time k sath sath mai akele ban ti gayi and when I was just 13 mai depression ka patient ban chuki thi ab sune mai zaroor ya normal lage raha hoga lekin ya bilkul v Aisa nhi hai trust to kisi pe ata nhi ore din gujar te gaya log jaha khud mai khus the mai apne as pas ek surrounding bana rhi thi tab jise koi tod na paye ofc dekhe koi samaj nhi sakta but I tried to attempt suicide sayad destiny ko kuch ore manjoor tha isliye aj yaha hu breathing problem,panick attack ore fir v log se expectation rakhan
Ab maybe ya pics dekhe tum sochoge ki mai sayad pagal hu ya fir something like tha but ya kark muje shanti milti hai See depression mai jana jitna asan hai usse bahar nikal na utna hi muskil and mai 5 years se isse situation se ja rhi hu its not bcs problem sirf mere ex to nhi hai but uske sath sath khud k parents and best friend v can you imagine jisne apko buri memory se baha r nikalne mai help kiya hai uske memory se move on karna kitna muski hai its like pls yar I wan ti tell you guys pls koi v depression mai mat jao maybe tum sab ho but tum utne deep mai nhi gaye ho ya depression cheeje har kisi ko hai lekin pls uske jitna deep mai jaoge utna hi pachtaoge mere sare family memeber and friends ko mai jnti hu lekin sirf ore sirf muje pata hai daily panick attack,anxiety ore self harm se deal karna kitna muskil hai mai humesha try karti rhti hu apne ase pas ek wall bana ki jise koi v tod na paye bcs muje nhi chaiye koi yar sayad log depression ko majak samaj te hoge but trust roj raat k 3 waje apne bathroom k shower k neech rona and apne apko hi self harm karna kitna muskil hai its like ap jinda to ho lekin jan nhi hai its not mai sympathy mang rhi hu but mai bas tum logo ko samja rhi hu ki depression kitna painful hai its like daily jan jati hai and daily ap jeenda ho jate ho kisi online game ki charcter ki tarah so pls kisi se v expectation mat rakho jisse mere jaisa bhugta na pare
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