Stalking you is giving me butterflies

Promise me..

Emma and Jenna were packing their stuff up, tomorrow they're leaving to see the family

It's been another week, Jenna was nauseous most of the time, especially in the mornings

"Emma" the brunette look up, she was packing in the bag "give me a hug" the taller one laughed, but walked over and hugged her lover

"What's wrong? Tired?" Jenna nodded and closed her eyes enjoying the closeness "it's okay, lay down, I can finish packing"

Jenna smiled, Emma had been giving her the princess treatment, she loved it, but sometimes it was too much

Emma lifted her up and laid her on the bed, then continued putting their stuff away

"Ooo! When we get there tomorrow, we have to go to that ice cream shop, you know which I'm talking about, it's open even in winter"

Emma laughed and finished packing, then laid next to Jenna "we can, you want ice cream? We have some" Jenna shooked her head

"I want that ice cream, not the one we have at home" Emma tilted her head and smiled, then planted a soft kiss on Jenna's belly

"I read that you're belly will show in the second trimester" Jenna raised an eyebrow as Emma laid her head on her stomach

"At least I still have some days when I'm skinny" Emma planted soft kisses all over her stomach "you're beautiful, will be beautiful, and always will be beautiful to me"

Jenna poked Emma's cheek, which made her humm and smile "feel like the baby's getting more attention than me, and she's still in my belly"

Emma couldn't help but laugh "what, I can't love both you?" Jenna giggled
"Yes you can, but don't love her more than me"

Jenna had been meaning to talk about something with Emma, but didn't know when to bring it up..

"What's wrong?" The brunette asked and crawled next to Jenna, who made her sit up and she did too

"Look, our lives isn't perfect, and now that I'm pregnant, we need to think about our future right?" Emma nodded with curiously looking at Jenna

Who took a deep breath..

"Now we have this stalker, he's crazy, god knows what will happen to me, to us, to the baby" Emma furrowed her brows

"Where are you going with this?" The brunette asked with a breathy chuckle at the end

"I want you to promise me, that if something happens to me, and god forbid but you have to choose between me and the baby, I want you to save her and not me"

Emma's mouth fell, open her eyes widened a bit "Jenna, you can't ask me to choose, I'm not capable, if I save you we can try again-"

Jenna shooked her head and put both hands on Emma's face

"baby, I don't think I'm capable of ever getting pregnant again, like the doc said, and there's a chance that you can't get pregnant, I don't want you to be alone if I die, I want you to have someone who's family and our blood, so please promise me, promise you'll choose her over me, I need to know you can do it"

Emma didn't make eye contact with her, what Jenna said was true, this might be their only chance of having a kid on their own..

"Jenna.." Emma's voice failed her terribly, tears threatening to fall from her eyes..

"Please, I have to know you are capable of doing that, making that decision" Emma went silent for a long amount time

Before she nodded "I can, it'll be hard, especially living without you, but I can" Jenna had a little smile on her face