Vampire in my heart (book 2)

Chapter 9: Alone again

Jungkook POV
Ever since Eunseol lost her memories I feel like my cancer is getting worse
She doesn't remember a thing, and it's been a month already
And I don't think she's going to remember any time soon
She was the one thing in life that kept me happy
And now thanks to Vampire Control she lost all her memories about me
I'm sitting behind her all day and I don't seem to have the courage to talk to her
Not me, R, David, Cookie...no one
I feel like she's drifting away from me
She's been talking to Jaehee a lot lately and there's a rumour going around that they're dating
Truthfully when I herd that I felt like I was going to die
My heart felt broken, it's felt pain...excruciating pain
I'm starting to believe the rumours, because of how much time both of them were spending together
Hopefully I would graduate before anything bad happens

{4 years later}

I'm graduating tonight
I stopped talking completely
Eunseol is now...dating Jae hee
And my personalities are slowly disappearing
My cancer is getting worse every day
I was hospitalised for a month and no one noticed not even eunseol
I feel like dying but I can't stand not seeing eunseol
Before I get ready I go out to get a snack
I see a coffee shop and enter
I walk up to the cashier
"I would like a small vanilla caramel Shake plaese" I say trying to keep my voice as lively as possible
"Jungkook?"
O.O
That voice!
I look up and realise that I am staring right at eunseol
"Hey! How are you? You missed a couple of weeks of school, are you sick?"
A-am I dreaming?
Did she really notice that I was gone
She smiles
"It's OK you don't need to tell me if you don't want to" she says
She types in my order
"That'll be a dollar, I'm giving you a discount just because" she says
She changed so much
She's grown
She's prettier and her hair is longer
I have been living in the homeless care house since she doesn't remember we lived together
"Hey I'm on break soon, do want to hang" she says
O.O
She wants to hang out with me?
I seriously must be dreaming
I nod
She smiles
When I get my drink she takes off her apron and walks me to a table
We sit down together and talk
"Wow, we never talked once" she says
My heart shatters
I force a smile
"Graduation is tonight! Are you excited?" She asks
I look at her and nod then I look down again
"Seolie!" I hear so I look up
It's jaehee
He kisses eunseol on the cheek and looks at me
"Oh...you're here" he says
Jaehee changed a lot in the past couple of years
He puts his arm around eunseol and places his nose on her hair
I have this sudden rush in me
I feel hot and Jaehee's vain on his neck is a clear red
I can see it
His blood flow
I stand up and walk out of the cafe

Eunseol POV
Jungkook quickly stands up and walks out
"Look what you did" I scold Jaehee and run after Jungkook
"Jungkook!" I yell and he stops walking
He doesn't turn to face me he just stands there
I hold his arm
"Can you please look at me" I say
He turns around slowly and I can see his eyes start to water
i didn't know that what happened hurt him so much
"I'm sorry on jaehees behalf..."
He shakes his head
"That's not why I'm hurt...I'm pretty sure that you will never remember, but what happened in the past was the only thing that kept me going and now that we lost our bond I don't think I'll be able to make it"
Nothing made sense
Me and him had a bond?
And what's this about not remembering?
Jungkook looks at his watch and starts walking away
I turn around to face his back
This is weird, what is this feeling
My heart it aches whenever I see Jungkook
I tried to ignore it but it's to painful today
I feel like crying but I don't know why, I think something is wrong with me
Or maybe I'm just remembering what Jungkook is talking about
I'm remembering the past
No not me...my heart