How Love Found Us: Zeyn's Innocence And His First

CHAPTER SIX- V I E W D E C K

"Hindi yon okay, we planned it already we can't cancel it."

"Yeah but it's okay. Hush stop crying okay?" Pero lalo pa akong napa iyak. I don't know what's wrong with me. "Hey..  Sabi ko tama na e. I'm worried here."

"Naiinis lang a-ako." Hagulgol ko. The call end, I don't know why... Nainis ba siya sakin?

I texted him.

To Marckeus:

Huy, naiinis kaba?

But he didn't reply.

To Marckeus:

I'm sorry for being brat

Again he didn't reply.

Napaupo ako sa kama ko. Hays nainis kaya talaga 'yon? Am I being childish? What if hindi na niya ako kausapin?

So what? What's the big deal?  Pero... I am like a crazy here thinking! Sinawalang bahala ko na and I did my half bath and wear my sleep wear pajama.

I lay down again and stared at my ceiling. Napapikit  and my phone vibrate. I open it, it's a text from him. I automatically open the message.

From Marckeus:

I'm outside of your house. I'll wait you here.

Bigla akong kinabahan. I look myself on my mirror before going outside. His car parking on the dark side malapit sa gate ng bahay namin, he went out of his car nung nasa naglakad na ako papunta sa gawi niya.... I run to him I can't stop my body from hugging him and cry again. This isn't me!

His hand rubbing my hair down and I felt a kiss from him in on the top of my head. What are we doing? This is not normal things for a friend.

"Don't cry... Andito na ako okay?" He's still rubbing my hair.

"Ayaw kasi nila akong payagan."

"It's okay we can set it up next time. Akong bahala." I'm still on his arm and we're hugging each other.

"It's planned, shad." Bulong ko.

"It's not totally planned." Humiwalay siya and he stared at me, then smiled. "You're crying like a baby."

"Ano ba!" Sumimangot ako.

Tumawa siya and I laughed too. "You're so crying baby."

He place his hands on my checks, kabilaan.

"Maganda parin naman." Tumawa kami pareho.

"Go inside, it's late."

Tumango ako. "Take care."

"Okay, I'll see what will I do on our view deck trip okay?"

"Okay.." I am like a child! This is not me!

Umalis din siya agad. I went inside our house, nakaabang si kuya sa pintuan namin at nakapamewang sa gilid nito.

"So, you're sneak out huh? When did you learned to do that zeyn?" Arg! Lagi na lang.

"K-kuya I was just....." Okay I need to behave kuya ko parin siya kahit naiinis ako, I need to act what is the right act.

"You're just? You just met Shadrach outside? What did you two talk about?"

Yumuko ako. "Its a-about the v-viewdeck trip and overnight." We'll be honest this time.

"You really like to go there? Why? What Shadrach did to you at gusto mo siyang kasama."

"K-kuya we're friends..." Hinawakan ko ang laylayan ng damit niya.

Inirapan niya ako pero hinila at inakbayan ako. "Nanliligaw ba yon sayo?" My heart relax, that tone of him is the tone that I used to hear whenever he's not angry anymore.