written w some texts @ da end to bring up da plot (there is none im typing this down as the voices in my head are telling me to) 🥸
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donghyuck stared up at jaemin's ceiling with glossed over eyes, thoughts running wild and freely as jaemin had passed out into a deep sleep the second he pulled out. the tanned male hated the fact that even if jaemin looked at him as if he were nothing but something to pleasure himself with, his stomach would erupt in a kaleidoscope of butterflies and his face would erupt in a blush.
he felt like he was a teenage girl, giggling about her crush and fantasizing about them to friends. but that feeling he loved, and hated at the same time, would disappear the second jaemin was done with the aftercare and took him back home.
why.. oh just why did he have to agree to keep things casual, strictly as a friends-with-benefits, with na jaemin? donghyuck hated it. he absolutely despised the feelings he would get when jaemin was with another person, letting them feel him up and flirt with him.
the tanned male had thought of telling the younger male about the feelings he had for him many times, but he just couldn't do it. he would get scared, scared of the way jaemin would react and scared of the way jaemin would reject him and possibly never want to talk to him again.
he didn't want to ruin the friendship. they all had a close friendship, a bond that none could break. the seven of them, eight if you include yangyang but he's the newest addition to the group and it's only been a few months since he's joined, have been friends since they were little boys.
and donghyuck knew that if word got out to the friend group that he actually had romantic feelings towards jaemin, it would be as if he had committed the biggest crime ever.
did he really want to possibly ruin a lifelong friendship over him liking his best friend? no. he didn't. so that's exactly why he never said anything.
the only person that knew about his feelings was mark's cousin, yeri, who he mostly confided in whenever he had issues. they told each other everything. yeri was the one that had helped donghyuck be comfortable enough to finally be comfortable enough with his sexuality.
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RENJ.HNG 🫵🫵🫵🫵
RENJ.HNG i know what u are ...
FILMHYUCK_ 🤨???
RENJ.HNG cut the shit hyuck
RENJ.HNG youre sad i already know
FILMHYUCK_ ure litch obsessed w me omg 🤭🤭
RENJ.HNG ...
RENJ.HNG but seriously??
RENJ.HNG JAEMIN OUT OF ALL PEOPLE?????
FILMHYUCK_ WE WERE BOTH DRUNK AND HORNY
FILMHYUCK_ LEAVE US ALONE RENJUN
RENJ.HNG NO
RENJ.HNG I CAN SEE IT ON UR FACE FFS DONGHYUCK
RENJ.HNG i dont wanna say this but
RENJ.HNG you're my best friend and i hate seeing u sad over some stupid boy crush
FILMHYUCK_ u want me so bad huh
RENJ.HNG yk what maybe ill just kms 😑
FILMHYUCK_ IM JOKING BABEEEEE
FILMHYUCK_ i did this on my own accord so 🫤
RENJ.HNG u were blinded by love
FILMHYUCK_
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RENJ.HNG NVM FUCK U BITCH 🖕
RENJ.HNG HOPE JAEMIN SLEEPS W ONE OF THOSE EGIRL STREAMERS INSTEAD OF U😒
FILMHYUCK_ FUCK U DONR WVEN JOKE ABOUT THAT?!!?
FILMHYUCK_ THEY CANT BE HIS KITTY LIKE I CAN
FILMHYUCK_ FUCK THOSE STUPID EGIRL STREAMERS AND THEIR SIMPS
FILMHYUCK_ NA JAEMIN IS MINE.
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