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N O T T I Im talkin to my 'hg' she cute n all but I wish i had Salena.. she betta anyways. "o myb bae i was in my living room." I lie knowing damn well im at a girl house. "Mhmm, can i come over.?" She asks. I look around trying to think of another lie. "O my hbs ova.. my mama dont let nb else over u know how she b." I say.
"But bby i came over the other day. She seemed fine to me." She says. "Well she yelled at me after." I say. I hear a gasp outside the door.. I wonder wht it was. "Ay we bouta go i will ttyl." I say waiting for her response before i hang up. "Oh alr.. luv yu." She says. I roll my eyes. "Igh bye." I say and hang up. I open the door to see Lena outside of it. "Were u listening to my convo?" I say looking at her with a mad face.
"No.. I was on my way to Kiki's room." She says, I can tell she was lying. "Bro im not fuckin stupid." I say and walk off. Damn ts nosy asfc.
I make it back in the living room as Autumn n Niya was whispering stuff. "how'd it go." Dd asked as I plop on da couch. "She igh." I say. "Yo fren was cryin." Ddot says laughing. "Mhm." I say .. I dont even feel bad. I go back to the instagram post of her kissing tht nigga tht night and roll my eyes and scroll.
Autumn and Niya gets up and walks to Lena's room.
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S A L E N A I sit down on my bed and wipe my tears. I overheard Nottis convo with his girl earlier as he caught me. "Lena?" Autumn says as she knocks on my door. I know they're mad at me bc of how i slightly yelled at them earlier.. I know they were coming to talk to me.
"Come in." I say. They walk in and they sit beside me on the bed n its silence at first. "Hey we arent upset about earlier , we totally know u were uncomfortable.." Niya says rubbing my back. "Then why kept askin me." I say looking mad for sec. "Sorry I didnt rlly know for sure if u were.." Niya says. "Mhm wht did yall come in here for." I say cus they pissed me off, if you KNEW that i was uncomfortable then why keep asking. "Well we think Notti likes u.." Autumn says. "O, well i think i alr fucked shi up so he can go wit his girl.. he dont like me." I say.
"Well, you know how ddot said 'karmas a bitch' well that doesn't make sense, if yu were messin wit another guy why would he care. He likes u , n u js dont see it." Niya says. "I wanna talk shi out with him but he shuts me out." I say. "I will ask dd to talk to him or we can do it together." Autumn says. "Let's just talk shi out rn, let's go to the living room." Niya says grabbing my hand and we walk to the living room.
Although i am mad at them rn, they always find a way to make me feel better. "Igh yall there ain no 'ion wanna talk' no were talking shi out rn." Niya says. "Man.. igh cmon." Ddot says. "so ddot why u say karma's a b." Autumn asked. "yea ddot why u say it.?" Dd says laughin "cus cant u see my brotha care bout u bro.. n u was gon cut him off n talk to another nigga." He says and then quickly covers his mouth. "Broo ddot u wasnt supposed to say tht.!" Dd says hittin him on the shoulder. "Ik.. but after meir got shot its funny how u went to come see Notti after.. my broda felt like he was gettin used yk." He says.
I look at notti.. "is this true." I say with watery eyes. "man.. this was supposed to stay between me and u ddot but nahh. Its igh tho im tired of feeling like this anyways." He says.. everyone lookin at him. "wha- oh i mean yea.. i do care bout u Salena like i rlly like u n its funny how i told u i love yu or sum like tht when yu came to get me from the hospital. U shut me out. I thought we were almost something . I was waiting. I been waiting then yall was talkin bout this dude in ya dms and u were smirking n shi so I left yu alone . Then i thought about it i was like.. damn i rlly fell for sum girl tha dont even like me bru. Then thats when i seen you on live wit Meir n yall was flirting.. so I threw my damn phone. ts was fucked up n couldnt use it. I still ain tell my mama its broke.. next day i go on dd computer n js watch stuff on his computer cs of how bored i was and saw yall kissin . I was shocked thats when i starting smoking more and getting high and tryna get shi off my mind about u. That girl that posted yall kissin was my sneaky link ig.. Ion even like her frl. Like ts broke me and like ddot said... It feels like u are using me cs u came to me after Meir got shot at that party." He said and lights a blunt. I seen a tear roll down his cheek. "but im not finna cry over u bro im not finna worry about u if u rlly dont like me." He adds.
"Im sorry Notti, if i wouldve known if yu liked me that bad i wouldve been not got with Meir .. or atleast talk to him. I rlly like you Notti i was js rlly scared to tell u bc im scared of rejection. I dont think i wouldve been able to get over u .. even when u talking to wtv her name is tha broke me n yes im sorry for listening to ur convo.. i was rlly sad and curious what was going on between yall 2.. I think ab u everyday im dead ass.. n that night when i came over . I planned to go over there after the party not after Meir got shot. At the end of the day yu were my bsfn before he was . I cared about u more bc i cant care for him that fast I only knew him for 2 days.. thats weird." I say.. At this point i wasnt crying I was scared he wasnt gonna forgive me n he would stay mad at me forever.
"damn this some deep shi." Ddot says. "oms, im almost in tears." dd jokes. "Awwn yall finally talkedd." Niya says as Autumn hugs me. "Mhm.." Notti says. My heart drops.. "man im js kidding come heree." Notti says . I stand up and give him a hug.
"My favss." Autumn says. "Awnn best couple." Dd says. "quit playin me n autumn is." ddot says. "wtv."
