Right Person, Wrong Timing

Chapter 9

REIN'S POV
Nalaman ko kay kuya na naka uwi na pala Dito sa Pilipinas si Zyan and I want to talk about his confession almost 4 years ago?sinabi ko Kay kuya Yun and sinabi naman ni kuya sa mga kaibigan nya, they made a plan that I didn't know. kaya hinayaan ko nalang, Fast Forward. Nandito na kami sa current meet up namin, may pa dinner date pa sila. I hope Zyan still likes me back. when me and Justine broke up 3 weeks after zyan's confession. and I realized I like zyan pala. I should assuming he still likes me. Wait! Nandito na si zyan :)
   
"ah hey? Where's everybody?" zyan asked me confused.
   
"ah about that. Let's should take a sit here sa sand, don't worry may cover naman" I said while smiling
   
"ah sure! also Tristan said may sasabihin ka? What is it?" Zyan said while smiling, damn that smile.
   
I feel awkwardness. Nakatingin lang kaming pareho sa dagat. tahimik at tunog lang Ng dagat Ang maririnig mo.
   
"Kamusta ka, rein?" Tanong nyang bigla na nagpagulat sa'kin Ng kaunti.
   
"Okay lang." Maikiling sagot ko.
   
"Namiss kita" dugtong ko
   
" ano ba nangyari sayo? Bakit parang bigla mo akong iniwasan?"
   
"Nasaktan Kasi ako, rein." Sagot nya habang naka tingin padin sa dagat.
   
"I'm sorry if I hurt you in a bad way." Sagot ko
   
Halata naman siguro sa Boses ko na Ang lungkot Diba?
  
" you know na naka move on na ako, but the pain is still here" turo sa puso nya at napayuko na lamang si zyan at dinama Ang simoy Ng hangin na tumatama sa aming dalawa.
   
" this is so important zyan. Sobra"
   
" I like you. Okay na?" I said.
   
" You.. you fell inlove with me? Anong ibig sabihin mo, rein?minahal mo ako? , After Kong maka move on sayo sasabihin mo ito?"tanong nya. Tumango naman ako
  
"I'm sorry. sinubukan ko namang pigilan e, Kasi Hindi ko talaga magawa." Lumunok ako.
   
" Wala akong intensyong sirain buhay mo Ngayon, to be honest masaya ako para sayo" dugtong ko la.
   
"Gusto ko lang mailabas tong tinago ko sayo"

Nakatingin lang Siya sa'kin. Hindi Siya nag sasalita
   
" bakit Ngayon mo lang Sinabi? Bakit Ngayon lang rein?" Tanong nya sakin. Napa tingin naman ako
  
" Kasi natatakot ako, zyan. Natatakot ako na baka masira Tayo,masira Yung nabuo natin." Sait ko naman.
   
" Nagustuhan din kita, Rein." He said while his smile fading away.
   
" but you are so late. I am enjoying my  life with Fiel and now you are telling me this?" Dugtong nya.
   
Fiel ( prounced as Feel )
   
Hindi ako nakasagot, fuck.
  
"Nagustuhan din kita rein, and you know about it Diba?" Pag Amin nga
   
" ha?" Hindi ko alam kung ano mararamdaman ko. Masaya? Malungkot? Nag hihinayang?
  
" I'm sorry pero I'll reject you, rein. sobrang late mo na, I am spending my whole life with my family and friends. I am enjoying my life with Fiel. I am really. "Sabi nya.
   
" I'm sorry for hurting you pero I am literally saying the truth, if nag confess ka Ng maaga then nag sasaya tayo Dito sa beach while cooking for new year Diba? rein alam Kong natakot ka nun pero gets ko, pero paano? May boyfriend ka Diba?" Dugtong nya
   
" I have, before. After mo umalis Ng bansa, we broke up. Hindi ko alam bakit pero nakipag hiwalay siya bigla bigla. " I said
  
" Hindi ko na papatagalin to, sorry rein pero I got to go na. Merry Christmas and happy New Year sayo " he smiled before he stand up and left.
     
                      ~ THE END ~
    
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Also thank you Kay Alvin for choosing a name para sa name Ng girlfriend ni zyan! 🤍
   
Just A little Reminder from manunulat,
Sebastian.
   
1."The beauty of life is that we all have the power to choose who we let into our world. Choose wisely, my friend, and surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you."
    
2."Life is too short to surround yourself with people who don't appreciate you. Spend your time with those who lift you up and make you feel alive, whether they're old friends or new acquaintances."
       
                                         Sebastian, 2023.