Short Stories

Carmen & Noah: What happened after Part 1

If you haven't read Carmen and Noah's oneshot, I suggest you do to understand their relationship. This chapter picks up on the last Carmen and Noah oneshot. 

Carmen's Pov

"What?"

I stare at Noah with wide eyes, my body stiff.

He stutters, his mouth open and close as he tries to find words.

I get off him and pull the sheets to my chest and continue to stare at him. He quickly sits up and pulls part of my sheet to cover his dick. He turns to me and explains himself.

"I've been in love with you for a really long time and I know it's shitty timing to say it, but I really do love you. I am in love with you. You have every right to be skeptical of me and not trust me, but I swear on my life that I'm telling the truth. My god Carmen you have taken every part of my life since I saw you again. I hear the words "vanilla lattes" I think of you. I see sour gummy worms I think of you. I see the color sage green I think you. I eat pizza I think you. You are just on my mind twenty-four seven and I'm not even one bit upset about it. Wait I actually am because I get worried thinking you don't feel the same. If you don't that's okay we can leave each other once we get our grade for the project and then go separate way but I can't hold in my feelings for you any longer. I needed to tell you"

I just stare at him not even daring to breath loud. He lets out a shaky breath as I stare at him but he doesn't look away from me.

He loves me.

He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me.

He loves me.

What the hell did I just get myself into?

"Get out" I whisper

"What?" he breaths out

"Get out" my voice comes out stern

"But-" I cut him off

"Get out! Get out!" I yell at him

I lean over and push him off my bed. He scrambles off the bed and gathers his clothes as I continue to push him out my room not caring that I'm naked.

"Get the hell out! I don't want to see you! Get out" I yell louder

He stumbles down the hall as he tries to put on his boxers and pants while I keep shoving him. We make it to the front door, and I open it, pushing him out. I grab his shoes and toss them out. He turns around and looks at me with teary eyes. He opens his mouth to tell me something, but I slam the door in his face.

I stare at the door as I pant. I stare at it for a long moment hearing a car door open. I hear it turn on and after another minute it I finally hear it drive off. I let out a sob and hug my body as it shakes with sobs. I sob as I walk to the bathroom. I sob as I turn on the shower and climb in the tub. I continue to cry as I clean myself up.

I walk to my room with tears streaming down my face and change into some pajamas and gather my sheets. I toss them in the washer, and I grab a new set of sheets and set them up. I climb into bed and bundle myself up and continue to cry.

***

Noah's Pov

I stare at the door that was just slammed on my face.

I try to hold in my emotions as I grab my shoes and walk to my car. I unlock it and get inside. I put on my shirt and shoes and stare out the window.

A tear slides down my cheek and I wipe it away as another comes down. I quickly turn on the car and pull away as quickly as I can and drive home as fast as possible.

I let out a sigh of relief when I noticed my roommate isn't home. I walk to room and throw myself on my bed and put my face into my pillow.

I finally let myself cry.

I sob and sob until I can't anymore. I gasp for a breath as I pull away from my pillow and turn myself over and stare at my ceiling. I rub my eyes with the palm of my hands and sobs continue to come out my mouth. My hands slide to my hair and I tug on it as I try to distract myself but it doesn't work.

She threw me out of her house.

She threw me out and didn't even wait for me to put on my clothes.

I let out a shaky breath and close my eyes.

I deserve this.