maya meadows white is a professional footballer what happens when things don't go her way.
who will help her? who will support her? who will stand by her?
"fuck i'll meet you at the hospital" she breathed out.
"okay" is all i managed to say before hanging up and just bursting into tears, my best friend, my soulmate, my lifeline , my everything could die, i can't do this life shit without her being by my side, she's the one i go to for everything how am i meant to do this, milo and iris just come over and stare at me while i'm sat on the floor crying, leaning up against the sofa.
"mummy's been in a accident babies" i whisper to them and milo just turns his head at me and iris just climbs into lap. i just stroke them, how am i meant to go hospital , i can't see liv in that condition, i just sighed. i really want beth , viv , leah and laura but i'm not going to bother them they're probably having a wonderful night too themselves as i'm sitting here debating on whether or not i go to the hospital and see liv i feel my phone buzz.
arsenal♥️
jonas (coach)
update for everyone olivia rivers has been in a car crash she's currently on a ventilator to help her breathe as she was struggling with breathing, we don't what else is going on with her but we'll update you as soon as possible. she's a loved friend and staff member we'll be supporting her throughout this whole thing visitors is more than welcome, well be making a statement to the public and we're working on getting the person who did charged.
me thanks jonas.
jonas take as much time as you need maya we're with you all the way♥️
me ♥️♥️
i just turned my phone off well put it on do not disturb as i didn't want to get lots of notifications blowing up my phone, i'm already overwhelmed as it is, i just know everyone will be reaching out to me making sure i'm okay but how can i be okay? when my best friend is in that condition, it breaks my heart massively, i just need her okay, i also know there is a lot of people who are happy this is happening to me right now but i just posted to my story anyways.
maya.meadows_ posted to her story
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my heart is breaking right now , i can't do this anymore, i can't stay in this house everything is reminding me of liv , she's been in this house making an impact and everywhere i look there's a piece of liv. fuck it, i'm going hospital. i just put some dinner down for milo and iris as i grab my keys i just hear a knock on the door, who the fuck is knocking.
i open the door and just see lauren , beth , viv, leah, lauren, palova , luc and kie??? how the fuck are the last three they're not mean to be here right now. i just give them a slight smile and walk past them as i want to go hospital to see liv.
"i'm going hospital don't worry i'm not doing anything dumb" i say as i walk to my car knowing for well they're all going to follow me. the drive was actually really stressful i don't know why i'm going to the hospital it was going to be tough to see her like that but i knew i had to she would do it for me he would be there every step of the way because we're each other's family's. we're all we got.
as i turned up to the hospital the amount of anxiety i have right now is crazy worst than the euros, i just take a deep breath and go to the counter, say my name and livs they just tell me the directions to go to her room. okay room 7 i got this, my favourite number so that's a positive right.
okay this is harder than i thought it would be. i can't do it nope. i just sit down on a chair near her room as i wasn't able to move any closer to her room i was just frozen. i just see leah walk around the corner and she see me sitting on the chair zoning out. i can't do this. i sigh at the thought anything could happen to her but le she just grabs my hand, stands me up and now suddenly we're walking closer to livs room. i don't know why but we are , i just try and hold it together but that soon fails the minute i look up and see liv on the ventilator, hooked up to all these machines and she looked dead she really did, she's all bruised and cut, okay i need to leave now. i just turn around and see beth and viv standing there i just lose all the use in my legs as i just fall to the floor wailing my heart out, everything i've ever felt is just here right now beth and viv just let me sob i their arms, this is the worst feeling i've ever felt. she's just not okay i didn't even make into to room, my girl is just there lifeless. how am i going to do this without her.
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hey guys sorry this is out late i've been watching my life with the walter boys😭 i started today and just finished it... i highly recommend if you haven't watched it yet.
