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[Verse 1]
I won't look at you the same way again, ah
Some of my joy and then my pain
The need to fuck and take all my clothes off
To harden my soul, soft
We shivered, we laughed, you held me down
Then you vanished in front of my eyes
This was all in paradise

[Verse 2]
I'm such a loser, can't keep anything, ah
I do whatever for my lover
But he slips through my tired hands, oh, I see it's clear we're over
You only get one chance

[Chorus]
I wanna feel fine, wooh
The right walls to come down
But they won't fall on its own, ah
The right won't

[Verse 2]
Alone again with demons, and pain whiling
Guess that's why you left my island
It's too rough out here, the island's drowning
So I grabbed to whatever's breathing out of the water
You drown first, this is cursed
You only get one chance
(You only get one chance)

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We can't do this," His hot alcoholic breath fanned across my face before kissing me again. His hands holding onto the sides of my face as we crammed into the cubicle in the ladies toilets. "This is wrong" His voice low, and husky. Full of lust. Turning me on further. He parted from me for a second to speak, before latching onto me again. Like he was hungry. Like he'd been starved of my touch. . . I drove him fucking wild. And I loved that!

He really believed we could stay away from each other.

He keeps saying this is the last time it's going to happen.

But I know different. And he knows different.

"Jessie's only right outside the toilets. I can't keep doing this to her" He stared down into my eyes. Trying to force himself, rather than me, to believe that it was possible to stop. His head dropped onto mine. Resting his forehead against mine. "I love her" He whispered. In one final attempt to call this off with us.

"But I love you" I told him, reaching behind him to grab his arse. - I didn't like seriousness. It ruined everything. Nothing had to change here. I was happy being his 'bit on the side'.

His eyes closed as he took in deep breath. "I love you too. . . But I love her more, Ell."

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He let me go. And he left.

. . . . Until next time.

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