"your voice is my favorite sound." - wilmon

- part 11

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smut warning :)

wille:

friday, 5:55AM - hillerska

simon left reaaaallly late last night and i didn't sleep very well. i really do have to go to class though. i woke up before my alarm so i just shut it off. when i saw it was time to get up i threw my phone across my bed and groaned. i hate this school so much. not really, i just genuinely dislike school all together. the teachers, the students, the rumors, the drama. its dumb. it's all dumb. all friendships end up fake, and if not, you grow up and grow apart. i hate it.

after a few sad thoughts i finally got up. i'm going round simon's today and i cannot tell you how excited i am. sometimes when i wake up i realize my alarm is waaaayyy too early, like there is no fucking reason for me to be getting up at 5AM. the sun isn't even up yet. stupid royal rules. a lot of the time i think about changing my alarm, and maybe i will one of these days. anywho, back to another day of pretending.

i showered and changed into new clothes and by that time it was already 6:25AM. time moves so fast. i hope today goes smoothly and fast, i can't wait to see simon. like, you've got no clue how much i've missed him, even though i saw him like 14 hours ago. it's fine. time for school. ughhhhhhhgxudjdj.

13:00PM - hillerska (dorms)

lunch came super late today for some reason. i don't know and don't care either. i didn't go anyway, me and simon snuck out to my dorm. and here we are :)

"do you think i should get a piercing?" simon asked. we were just cuddling on my bed watching films. "what." "yeah! like... i dunno actually. i can't think. give me a second." "you'd really get a piercing? what if they make you take it out? you know they will." i said to him, he just kinda stared into space, he's like, pondering. "then i'll get one they can't see!" i scoffed, "like what??" "hmmmm" he thought for a second, "a tongue piercing then." my whole mood changed. my eyes widened and i thought about all, i mean all, of the possibilities. "carñio? would you like that?" i stayed silent for a second and he looked up at me from my lap. "wille?" i snapped out of my thoughts, "yes." "really?" "yes." "damn. okay then. maybe i'll get it done today." "whaatt? no way." "what, you think i'm scared?" he fully sat up and paused the film, looking at me. "nahhh, i just.. well. yeah basically." lets just say, that was the wrong answer. he hit me with a pillow. "RUDE! this is what i'm saying. ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP." "bullshitt." i said giggling.

"you wanna test me, prince?" he said, moving onto my lap. my hands rested on his hips, drawing small circles into them. "noooo sir. but it would be super fucking hot if you did get it done." "i'll schedule an appointment for after school." "WHAT? for real?" "yeah! it's not like anybody but you's gonna see it, right?" "... i mean i guess so. let me come with." i said and he smiled, kissing me. our lips interlocked like a puzzle piece. i wish i could kiss him for hours. all of the sudden, he bit my bottom lip making me gasp. he took the few seconds to shove his tongue in my mouth. long story short, we made out for a while.

after.. that... simon giggled and pulled away, "do you think i'd look good with a tongue piercing?" he asked. does he think i'm dumb? "uhm. of course??? why would you ever ask me that. the answer will alllwaayyysss be yes." he smiled and bit his bottom lip. i guess that reminded him of mine because he set a hand on my cheek and wiped my bottom lip, "sorry. i hope i didn't hurt you." "no your good simme, it was hot." he pushed off of me and i laughed.
i love our little moments like these.

it felt like 2 seconds but lunch was already over. simon and i made out with the last 5 minutes we had left before he left my dorm room and we parted ways. back to class i go. ugh.