♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Beomgyu's POV | 45

I'll at least send him a goodnight text.

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Me:
Goodnight Yeonjun

My Asshole 💗:
Goodnight my love

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Okay, that seems to have been enough.

*ding*

Shit.

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My Asshole 💗:
Beomgyu.

Me:
Hm

My Asshole 💗:
What's wrong baby
???

Me:
I'm fine I'm just sleepy 😭

My Asshole 💗:
Too sleepy to even gimme a call huh?
Just spare a few minutes for me hun

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Ugh. His sweet talk is driving me insane. Now I actually want to call him.

*ring ring ring*

Yeonjun: Beomgyu.

Me: Yeonjun.

Yeonjun: Tell me what's up

Me: Nothing's wrong Yeonjun... I—

Yeonjun: No, you're not "just tired," something's the matter...

Me: ...

Yeonjun: I know what you wanna ask me. I'm guilty Beomms. Just ask me what you wanted to. I'll tell you everything.

Me: What are you talking about...

Yeonjun: I know you Beomms. Somi forwarded the video to Changbin, who forwarded it to you. Or so I assume. I know why you're upset, so don't play dumb with me right now. Please. I'm not happy about it either. Do you think I'm proud of myself for it? Huh? Fucking talk to me man. You wanna know why? FUCKING ASK ME WHY GYU.

Me: *sniffle* W—

Yeonjun: Oh... baby. Oh m— Gyu? Oh my god I didn't mean to— Baby? Are you still there?

Me: (My voice beginning to crack) S-so it really was you? Why... why did you do it...

Yeonjun: He was the stalker. He put up a fight with me and dragged his goddamn dagger through my leg, and he was about to fucking finish me off with it too. It was an act of self defense on my part.

Me: So you shot him... in the head... instead of calling someone? The cops maybe?

Yeonjun: Okay, and how the fuck was I supposed to pull my phone deep out of my pocket and dial 112? I was bleeding out for god's sake! And it would've taken way too long Beomgyu! He had a knife to my throat, and you still won't just... just— look. I'm not a killer. I'm not a murderer.

Me: Why didn't you tell me sooner?...

Yeonjun: I WAS SCARED, OKAY? I was afraid! Afraid to tell you! Everything about it was so terrible, I keep having vivid flashbacks of it, and nightmares, and random hallucinations and shit! How do you expect someone to just say "oh, by the way, I shot my cousin." HUH? It's not that easy Beomgyu. *pant* BUT YOU WOULDN'T KNOW THAT 'CAUSE YOU'RE TOO MUCH OF A WIMP TO DO ANYTHING TO DEFEND YOUR POOR LITTLE— *gasp*

Me: ...

Yeonjun: ...

Me: So that's how you feel about me?... *sob*

Yeonjun: Look... I didn't— I didn't mean that. I'm just frustrated. All I've ever been trying to do, is make you feel better about yourself by telling you that you're perfect for me and whatnot, and I've STILL been trying to work up the trust between us. I just need you to trust me. Stop questioning everything I do! *sigh* You've had your life so much easier than I.