♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Beomgyu/Yeonjun's POV | 44

Me: Just promise me okay? Don't break the promise... please Beomgyu, I can't lose you. You're all I have...

Beomgyu: I... I promise... I mean, it's not like you killed someone, right? Hahah.

Me: Beomgyu...

Beomgyu: Right?

Me: I just wanna go home. I miss you so bad. I'm hurt. My heart hurts. My leg hurts. Blood. So much blood Beomgyu. It was so loud. And after, it was so lonely, so sad. It hurts.

I cried some more.

Beomgyu: Jun... what happened?

Me: I need to go home.

Beomgyu: Tell me what happened.

Me: I need to tell you when I'm there with you so you can't run away.

(9 and 3 quarters🤭)

Beomgyu: Junnie, is it that serious?

Me: Let me heal *sniffle* and get out of the hospital, and come home first.

Beomgyu: Okay...

Me: ...

Beomgyu: You haven't called me "baby" this entire time. Just by my name. *sniffle* Are you okay? What's wrong? What the fuck?

Me: I'm afraid baby. I'm afraid you'll leave me. I need to go my love, please... please just... promise me. Promise. *sniffle*

Beomgyu: I love you.

Me: I love you more. So much more than you could ever imagine, Beomgyu...

Beomgyu: Alright Junnie. We're heading back to Tae's place and we're gonna chill there for a bit before I return home. Please come back soon, okay? Bye bye.

Me: Mhm...

*beep beep beep*

As soon as I hung up, I checked instagram in fear that Somi had already posted about the incident.

Well shit.

"Usually Prince Charming rescues his Princess, but sometimes Prince Charming needs to be the one rescued by his Princess. 💖 #truelove"

w h a t .

h u h .

Within the next 5 minutes, Somi walked back in without Dr. Si-Hyuk.

"Somi, delete that off of your story. Right now."

"Why are you stalking my page? Are you interested? If so, just say so. I bet Beomgyu wouldn't have been able to save your life the way I did."

"Speaking of... how did you know I was there?"

"I— I didn't..."

"Yeahhhh, of course you didn't."

"It doesn't matter how I knew."

"So you knew."

"I— Yeonjun! All that matters is that you're alive!"

"Whatever."

"Are you crying?" She said, reaching down at my face. "Aww, don't cry honey!" She kept squeezing it.

"Ah! Stop! Let go of me!"

"How's Changbin?" She asked.

"Don't know. Haven't spoken with him for a while."

"I heard Beomgyu likes him."

"No you didn't."

"Why do you contradict everything I say?"

"Because you're a motherfucking liar, that's why."

"Beomgyu wouldn't be very happy dating a murderer, you know." She said quietly. "But I wouldn't mind." She had this really ugly, smug expression on her face like she was trying to get me to break up with him or something... which, actually, is exactly her motive.

"He... he just doesn't understand yet."

"But I do, Yeonjun. I understand why you did it. If only you would see that we're meant for each other."

It's kinda crazy how badly she wants me... well, honestly? Who wouldn't? But we have a lot in common, since our childhoods were sorta similar, so of course she's trying to use that to her advantage.

"Did you lie to him? Nobody likes a liar. Nobody likes a murderer either. You murdered not one, but two people. Both family too. Do you know just what kind of person that makes you Yeonjun?" She looked so cruel in this moment, it was almost terrifying. "Do you? A killer. Like a devil. And you get away with it all. Do you really think anyone would want to marry a killer? You might as well throw your whole life away. Do you feel good about yourself? Yeonj—"

"That's enough." I cut her off.

"I mean you—"

"ENOUGH."

She sat down beside the hospital bed and leaned on it, looking me in the eyes. "Beomgyu wouldn't like that, now would he? Me on the other hand, I get it. I understand you. Maybe you need to rethink your decisions and be with someone who's stronger emotionally. Like me. I'm sure he would dump you pretty quickly after finding that out..." She paused and looked down at her phone, checking something. "Don't you think?" She smirked.

"You didn't." I said in sheer disbelief.

"It's not like you'll get in trouble. You're Yeonjun... Choi. You could kill off a whole corporate building and nobody would dare lock you up. You also look very... unsuspecting to say the least. Not that the fact has anything to do with it, but you know, it was just an observation."

"You. Didn't."

She smiled slightly. "Perhaps I did, maybe I didn't."

"When did you tell Changbin?" I questioned frantically. He's gonna IMMEDIATELY share that with Gyu.

"Right before I left the room and you sobbed."

But maybe... maybe Somi's right. I killed two of my family members, and I just act like my life is all pure to Beomgyu. The one day I went to go retrieve my guns, Gyu was scared shitless. I can't imagine how much more terrified he would be of me, man. He even backed away from me the one time in the elevator, joking that he thought I'd harm him with a weapon , and all I was doing was reaching for a key in my pocket. I know he was joking, but I'm not sure if that was a full joke. He looked a little too nervous. What the fuck am I even supposed to do now??

"Yeonjun?" Called Somi. "I've been calling your name for the past three minutes... but you weren't paying attention."

"Well, Somi, no fucking shit I wasn't paying attention. Nothing is less important than you. You're as unimportant as it gets. Even ants are more important than you."