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Do I wanna know |1

"Been wondering if your heart still open and if so
I wanna know what it shut"

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I'm constantly in state where I'm craving the more basic stereotype shit ever ,Love those soft loving touches the little amused smiles the bright eyes that's shines only for me..for unstable twisted person like me.

Sitting on the floor of one of the ancient library of new the island
I

went to.I throw my bag as I took the desired book that's got me in the first place I took my notebook digging into the words not along time I heard some low yet rough voice calling for me I lift my head to know this voice for who.

"Mm what"?
- I said

"Mm?How lovely , move".
- with sarcastic yet annoyed tone

As my my brain recognized the face recognized who this person
He's, Him.

My eyes widen as adrenaline rush hugs my body, soon my brain get to reality to realize I was blocking the way With trembling move I moved with mind filled with fug I said

"You don't need to be this rude"

"Rude? How childish"
- with the same annoyed tone replied.

"I like this! Basic man"
- I Chuckled grabbing the book walking away.

I felt like my mind about to exploded what the fuck is this and what I'm doing?I'm out of mind this can't be real and what this Bold baddie acting.

"Hey"
- roughly tone he called out

Dead in his hand how lovely

I slowly turn to face him with trembling heart.

"The book you have give it to me"
- he replied aggressively

What he didn't care me calling him Basic man alright fine I got this I think!..

"What the fuck with this now"
- my eyebrows raised with wondering.

I don't know why I continue doing this shit

"The book give it me now"
- he walk slowly with his hand extended toward me

I gulped softly as my heart trembling this time with different type of terrific I took small steps behind yet my body freezes as always as every fucking time.

"Don't"

- small word with shaky tone left my mouth under my breath.

The taller stops with wondering features this not fear from death from getting killed this gaze something he didn't seen before or he just didn't notice it

This not about me this about the dynamic of this situation.

She walked away with trembling limb throwing the book in floor with wrath
At least let me hide this shame acting like some with angered acting.

The blank gaze he had grazed my soul , my fucking brain I hate you to the moon and back.

I get out the the library as I'm about to burst with heated tears I run the back alley

"Stupid me what this ? Why now ,why in front of him"

-I cry out biting my lips with wrathful manner

Few slow steps gets near me
I wipe my tears

"You're quite vigilance for someone can't hear"
- he said smirk with low tone

"What"?
- I replied confused.

He place my bag I left earlier on the ground walk away

"And the book?"
- I said with pouting

What the fucking I'm doing, after that's ridiculous show I'm acting like spoiled princess now how lovely.

"You can get it only if you join my crew"
-smirking confidently

"What crew ? Like some crazy cult"
-Why constantly doing this shitty acting

"You're bold for this"

-Chuckled

Is he Chuckled now I feel like I'm In some fever dream.

"Or you have called the Navy already"
- he narrowed his eyes looking more serious.

"What! Why do I have called the stupid navy"
- My eyes widen in anger.

"Mm you don't know me"?
- he smirked again

What the fuck with this expression he keep smirking like non stop.

"n No"!!
- this most basic shit I said ever.

His smirk made me shivered
Oh hell my bag was with him did he saw the picture this so lovely

Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

العاشر من يناير

*Quotes by Do I wanna know by Arctic Monkeys*