♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Beomgyu/Yeonjun's POV | 41

He's on my mind 24/7... 25/8. He's all I ever think about. I don't have eyes for anyone else, and I never will. Him and I are so perfect for each other that I think it's impossible for us to not be together anymore. He's just so...

...wow...

He's just so wow.

Every morning, when I wake up, I think of him. I always wish he was here JUST so I could say "good morning Beomms" to his sleepy little self, and even hear a "good morning Junnie" back from him. I wish he was here so he could show me how to cook too. There's not one moment where I'm not thinking about him.

I actually bought him a jacket the other day because I thought to myself, "Beomgyu would love this." Yeah it was a bit on the expensive side, but it looked like something Gyu would wear. I haven't told him about it yet though.

When I go to the bar, or a restaurant, I always imagine him sitting across from or next to me. Wherever I go, I order what I think he would order, but for myself.

Bro even when I'm jacking off, I think about him. Like damn we could be fuckin right now... I wish I could just show him how much I love him right now. I just wish I could lie him down on the bed and fuck him in missionary, and hear his sweet, delicate, addictive moans and whimpers escape his soft lips because of me. I wanna feel his nails clawing at my skin and I need to kiss him so bad. I need to feel him all over and just touch his body in ALL sorts of ways. I just wanna... mmmh.

Man.

Texting him makes me happy, but calling him makes me really happy because I can hear his sweet voice. When we call, I'm able to hear his smile, and I can even tell when he blushes, just by hearing his voice. FaceTiming is the best though... for... obvious reasons...

Anyway, I need to constantly remind him that he's the only one for me. It's either he doesn't trust me, or he doesn't think he's enough...but he tells me he trusts me all the time, so it has to be the latter.

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Changbin 💪🏼:
Did Beomgyu tell you what happened?

Me:
What happened??

Changbin 💪🏼:
Taehyung or wtv his name is
Picked a fight with me after I tried to protect Beomgyu from him

Me:
Taehyun...
Wdym tried to protect him
Why would you need to protect him from his best friend

Changbin 💪🏼:
Idk maybe he's into Gyu
I think you should let Gyu stay with me for a bit instead of letting him hang with Taehyun

Me:
Okay well maybe not.. he's alright stayin at my place

Changbin 💪🏼:
Bro I'm your best friend why don't you trust me

Me:
That's not what I said.

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Honestly, I've decided that I should act clueless to Changbin. Like pretend I believe him. I need to know how far he'll go, 'cause I know damn well that he just keeps lying. If I unfriend him now, then how will I know what he's up to, you know?

Bruh I feel like I can't go nowhere without Somi figuring out my whereabouts. I'm not gonna let her "steal my heart" and I most definitely won't let her make a move on me. She's just so fucking annoying, I feel like crying when I see her only 'cause I can't fight her.