"Look at me, Ismael..." utos ko.

"I can't. I can't take it. I will remember your face, for sure," pagtanggi niya.

Inilabas ko ang dila ko at pinatama sa dulo ng pagkalalaki niya habang nilalaro ang kaniya gamit ang dibdib ko. "Come on, look at me. I want you to remember this." Muli kong isinubo ang kalakihan niya at pinaglaruan pa ito gamit ang aking dila. I can see how he's trying to suppress himself, but he still did what I said. He's looking at me, fully amazed by what I am doing to him. Yes, remember this one, my Ismael.

Even if he's a bit conservative, no one can resist me, just like he told me earlier. Kung magaling siya, magaling din ako sa paraang alam ko. Ngayon pang gusto niya ako, paniguradong kahit anong gawin ko ay magdudulot sa kaniya ng labis na kaligayahan.

I mean, hindi ko naman siya masisisi kung ayaw niya akong panoorin. This view is too mature. His thing is between my breasts while I'm sucking him. And I, too, can feel my juices dripping wet from my flower.

Pinagpatuloy ko lang ang paglalaro sa kaniya habang nakatingin sa kaniyang mukha. Nababanaag ko kung gaano siya nahihirapan sa sitwasyon naming dalawa pero at the same time nasasarapan. Pansin kong naninigas na rin ang laman ng kaniyang hita. Nang maramdaman kong lalabasan na siya ay binitiwan ko ang pagkakasubo sa pag-aari niya. Napatingin siya sa akin at katulad ng plano ay tumama ang mga katas niya sa mukha ko.

"Shit, Jothea, what did you do?"

"Don't you like it? Because I like it," sagot ko habang pinupunasan ang mga katas sa mukha ko gamit ang daliri. Tumayo ako at pumwesto sa likod niya. "Still my turn," bulong ko at muling hinawakan ang pagkalalaki niya. Napayuko siya at napatuon ang mga kamay sa may pader malapit sa shower head. Sorry, Ismael. I'm here to please you the way you pleased me earlier.

"Hey, are you okay?" bulong ko habang ipinapasada ang kamay ko sa haba niya.

"Do you think I am? I'm about to be crazy," naiinis niyang tanong na siyang tinawanan ko. Kahit ang lalaking katulad niya ay nanghihina rin pala sa ganito. Akala ko ay isa siyang bato, hindi pala. Mayroon din siyang pakiramdam na ikinukubli. "I can't when it's your hand..."

Hindi nagtagal at nilabasan siyang muli. Siguro ay dahil sensitibo na siya o baka nga dahil kamay ko ang gamit. Habol-habol niya ang hininga niya nang humarap sa akin. Natawa ako. Akala ko ba malakas siya?

Muli niya akong hinalikan. "I'll accept defeat tonight. Let's take a shower now."

Ngumiti ako at sumang-ayon. Katulad ng sinabi niya ay naligo kaming magkasama. He helped me scrub my back the same way I did for him. Hindi naman mawawala ang mga saglit na halikan at mga paghaplos. Gosh, I still want more, but this guy is losing himself now. I guess we can do a lot tomorrow since he's staying with me this weekend. I would likely accept his offer.

I gave him my spare towel to cover his lower body while I was wearing a robe. He helped me blowdry my hair while still stealing some kisses. Para akong nasa langit dahil kasama ko siya. Everything went beautifully.

Niyakap niya ako nang mahigpit habang tinitingnan namin ang repleksyon ng isa't isa sa kaharap na salamin. I can't believe this. We're looking at each other like we had never been enemies and each other's thing on the throat.

"Did you have fun?" mahinang tanong niya sa akin.

"Yup, you?"

Tumango siya. "Of course."

Sandali pa kaming nagtitigan bago napagdesisyunang bumalik sa kwarto at matulog. He's embracing me like I am the only woman he wants to be with forever. I feel safe, though. I feel secure. What happened to us leaves me with the idea that something beautiful will happen soon. I just hope it is.

He's playing with my hair while I am busy smelling his scent. I can't believe he used my body wash and shampoo. I like it on him. My hand is on his chest. I can clearly feel his heartbeat and his breath, which feels like a lullaby. Unti-unting bumibigat ang talukap ng mga mata ko. Tuluyan na akong napapikit.

"Ismael..." pagtawag ko sa kaniya.

"Hmm?"

"Thank you for this day and for taking good care of me," I tried to tell him despite my sleeping voice.

Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakayakap niya da akin gamit ang isang kamay.

"No need. It is my responsibility. You are my loving student after all."

"And you are my handsome professor."

He nods. "I want to take care of you, Miss Alvandra..."

He kissed my forehead and whispered something but I couldn't clearly hear it because I felt so sleepy. Ang alam ko lang, nakatulog na ako sa mga bisig niya. 

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