Round 1, six men arrive and gather
Around a single heating square meter
"How do you know there were six men?"
I wait for you to guess I was one of them
Generally I'm the dump of their desires
But in that day I was just a cruiser
Watching their pleasure, making it mine
Until I could immerse myself in the cult
No remorseful thoughts in my head
Not while all their pants were down
I couldn't think of the men I left
When I left them for a night like that
Us, traitors, we never get what we want
'Cause us, traitors, we want everything
And when we want everything like that
We never get satisfied with what we get
Us, traitors, we never get what we want
'Cause us, traitors, we want everything
And when we want everything like that
We never get satisfied with what we get
Round 2, three men leave, three men stay
I was willing to give them a fair trade
Suddenly I become the center of the story
As one hunked man bows down to me
And he sucks the life out of my intimacy
While another one stares at our moment
And I tell him with the lowest of my whispers
"Come suck the heart out of my chest, honey"
No guilty thoughts around my brain
Not while I'm getting myself brained
I couldn't think of the life I abandoned
I traded it for attention I thought I needed
Us, traitors, we never get what we want
'Cause us, traitors, we want everything
And when we want everything like that
We never get satisfied with what we get
Us, traitors, we never get what we want
'Cause us, traitors, we want everything
And when we want everything like that
We never get satisfied with what we get
Round 3, the night shift is on me now
So I leave my door slightly locked
Until my next victim tries to help me out
So I can thank him by giving him head
The first man presents himself as kind
But his eagerness never meets my pacing
The last man even tips me with a smile
As he deserved everything we did in the cabin
Why would I feel guilty for pleasing men?
Why would I feel guilty for pleasing myself?
This is what keeps me in a safe state of mind
This is what keeps my injured heart alive
I could leave this life if you gave me a way
To find myself immersed in artistic surroundings
But I know you can't give me what I dream of
So I suggest you let me father this house
I'm a traitor, I'll never get what I want
'Cause I never really know what I want
But, at the same time, I'm always satisfied
And if you want it, I can, too, get you high
I'm a traitor, I'll never get what I want
'Cause I never really know what I want
But, at the same time, I'm always satisfied
And if you want it, I can, too, get you high
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intimacy. | poetry
PoetryBe intimate to Pete. He has a lot to tell about his own self. Know his desires, his fears, his hopes and his dreams.