When we laid down to rest in bed
After your lips found mine attractive
I could only think of how I had to leave
Leave the scene I built just to tease
When we talked about our future
After your ears found my voice soothing
I could only think of the time I wasted here
In fooling you with a good man unlike me
And if you ask me
Of course I blame me
For how we ended things
And how I made you leave
I thought I had no choice with you
The first thing I said was the truth
It was us against the cruel world
Or just me against my cruel war
So I woke up while you were asleep
And threw the worse words at the wind
Before I could throw it to you and hear
"Daniel, how could you do this to me?"
And if you ask my feelings
Of course they blame me
For how we ended things
And how I made you leave
Five months since I dropped your love
And made you dance with a ghost
I almost wrote you an apology
But, by this time, you're already free
Free from dealing with all my demons
Free from listening to all my tears
Free from waking up next to a dead man
Free from ruining plans before they began
Happy birthday, Eddie
I know you've found your peace
And if you ask how I'm doing
Of course I still blame me
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intimacy. | poetry
PoetryBe intimate to Pete. He has a lot to tell about his own self. Know his desires, his fears, his hopes and his dreams.