the rat

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There's a rat living in my house

He seems to have a name

And he seems to have a heart

There's a rat sweeping my pillows

He's been silently going on cruises

And silently coming back with bruises


I think he's been stealing dad's pills

Look at his eyes, they're not the same

Look at the weakened aspect of his skin

I think he's fighting his own mind

Notice his words, they don't make sense

And when he's home, he's never around


The rat will only destroy what feeds him

And everything that makes him feel seen

Nothing is ever enough for the rat

The things that please him are not legal

The things he wants are not what he needs

Nothing is ever enough for the rat


The rat divides his time between the sheets

And the Californian beach down the street

Watching the waves with ill-fated friends

The rat wants to fit inside their perspective

And he knows he's damned if they discover

All the other rats he's been fucking in secret


The rat will only destroy what feeds him

And everything that makes him feel seen

Nothing is ever enough for the rat

The things that please him are not legal

The things he wants are not what he needs

Nothing is ever enough for the rat


The rat once fell in love with a girl

But she said he's like an old house

She didn't want to be the one to restore him

And she traded the rat for a new building

And he traded his feelings for new victims

And now the rat has nowhere to be


The rat will only destroy what feeds him

And everything that makes him feel seen

Nothing is ever enough for the rat

The things that please him are not legal

The things he wants are not what he needs

Nothing is ever enough for the rat

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