♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Beomgyu's POV | 40

Yeonjun: Hey, stop before you say something bad about yourself. Last time you did that, I didn't tell you, but it made me really upset, and I cried. I cried for a while. I don't wanna hear it. I don't want you to think such things about yourself. Ever. Okay? Do you hear me? I want you to go to Tae's house and chill and have fun, alright?

Me: I'm so sorry. *sniffle*

Yeonjun: I know you Beomms. You're good, don't worry. I'll love you til the day I die. Mwah! Now stop letting people get into that big head of yours, hahah.

Me: I love you more... I'll have fun tonight. I'll let you know when I get there, 'kay? I'm going home to pack, then I'll be out.

Yeonjun: You're leaving campus already??

Me: Changbin picked fight with Taehyun, and I needed to head out...

Yeonjun: Alright, lemme know how he's doing when you get to his house. I'll talk to you later hun.

Me: Bye Junnie, love you so much.

Yeonjun: Bye bye.

*beep beep beep*

I started the car, and headed home, still thinking about our conversation.

I suppose he's right... but I'm still afraid that something will happen. I mean, by now, it's only been one month, and he was supposed to be back in 6. I'm hoping he was able to cut it down to 3 but I haven't heard about that from him yet, so I'll just wait.

Don't you think that 6 months away from your significant other will make them... fall out of love with you?... I'm still so madly in love with him. He's my first everything. My first lover, first relationship, my first ...time... he's just so amazing. I couldn't see myself with anyone else, really, but I wonder if he feels the same way. Does he still love me as much as he would if he were here with me right now? Does he think about me all the time?

*at the apartment building*

I walked into the lobby and made my way to the elevator. When I got in, I let out the loudest, most heavy sigh in the world.

I should call Taehyun.

*ring ring ring*

Me: Taehyun?

Taehyun: Yeah man?

Me: You okay?

Taehyun: Yeah, yeah, I'm alright. Just a few minor bruises to my arms. Nothing bad. I got him so much worse, hahah.

Me: Thank god. I'm glad you're okay. So are we still on for tonight? Or should we just reschedule?

Taehyun: Yeah! Soobin will come pick you up when you're ready. I'm gonna go buy a few more things with Kai, alright?

Me: Sounds good man, see you soon.

Taehyun: See you.

*beep beep beep*

By now, I was already inside, and I went to the closet to find some clothes to wear to Taehyun's place.

I laid out all my outfits and grabbed my toothbrush and tooth paste from the bathroom and also laid that out on the bed as well. Made sure to pack a towel and wash cloth too.

Now I just need a bag to put everything in.

I opened the closet and started searching for one.

Hm? What's this?

...It's the briefcase that Yeonjun got from that sketchy place...

I undid the latches and opened it to find a single handgun inside. There were cutouts in the foam for 2 guns, so I think he definitely has one with him at the moment.

Oh he's calling me.

*ring ring ring*

Me: Hi sexy.

Yeonjun: You at his house yet?

Me: No, not yet. Do you have a larger bag I could put all my stuff in? I'm spending for the whole weekend and my bag is only big enough to fit stuff for one night only.

Yeonjun: There should be some stuff in the closet...

Me: *background noise: click-click*

Yeonjun: What's that?

Me: What was in that briefcase that you got from the alley?

Yeonjun: What? Why?

Me: I'm just curious?

Yeonjun: It's pretty isn't it?

Me: Huh?

Yeonjun: The pistol. Isn't it nice?

Me: Where's the other one? Aren't guns highly illegal in South Korea? Do you even have a permit?

Yeonjun: Damn! What are you, a cop?

Me: Dude.

Yeonjun: I have the other one.

Me: Why do you need a gun?? Why do you need 2???

Yeonjun: I'm not gonna shoot you, hahah, relax. The one in there is the... Dan Wesson DWX, but the one I'm carrying right now is an Sig P365... XMacro Tacops. It's smaller.

Me: How do I know you're not gonna kill me with it?

Yeonjun: Baby, what the fuck?... I'll get you one if you want.

Me: I'm good. So do you have a bag I could use?...

Yeonjun: the briefcase should be sitting right on top of it.

Me: Oh, you're right. Shit my bad.

Yeonjun: Your bad what?

Me: It was right in front of my face.

Yeonjun: You're so cute...

Me: Stoppp~

Yeonjun: Let me know when you get there my love.

Me: I will Junnie... love you, bye bye.

Yeonjun: Alright, bye hun.

*beep beep beep*