lilac's p.o.v
i never knew i would ever get emotionally attached to anyone, all because i thought i was going to be alone all my life. but, i met fay. then, luke came along and made me feel beautiful.
now, luke's on tour with his other three mates ; cal, mikey, and ash. i'm very happy for luke and his band. he's touring with one direction! they're the biggest band right now. but, i miss him so much even though we lived an eight hour distance between us. being eight hours away from each other is a better feeling than nineteen or whatever hours away from each other.
fay tried to comfort me. she said she earned enough money to fly down to australia again. as always, i felt like i should fly to the united states instead of fay flying down here. fay said it's alright. it's snowing in new york at the moment so she would like to feel the heat.
luke tries to text or facetime whenever he can. at the moment, he's performing in france. france. i appreciate it but, somehow, i feel like we are as close as strangers now.
my phone buzzed, leaving me hope it was luke. i then remember he's performing in france, so it's probably fay. as i thought, it's fay.
fay : hey babe : (
fay : u okay?
lilac : yeah :)
fay : say.. have u ever been clubbing
lilac : yeah!
lilac : what's your club penguin user so we can play together!
i knew fay was trying to get me out of my house, but i'd rather stay in. so, i used that lame excuse.
fay : u dork, i wasn't talking about that..
lilac : luke's favourite animal was a penguin :(((((((
fay : oh shush, you both havent broken up yet so stop moping.
lilac : what do you mean us both?
fay : luke may or may not be as sad as u are rn...
fay : but that's not the point..
fay : when i get to melbourne, were going to go clubbing ;)
lilac : i dont wanna
fay : oh but i'm going to force you :D
lilac : please dont :''(
fay : sorry xx
fay stopped texting me, so i went back to finishing my gossip girl episodes.
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this chapter sucked, didn't it..?
-ella
