Friends || Yeonbin

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I dropped my school bag on the floor as I burst out crying, god I tried holding these tears in for so long. The moment I reached home I burst into tears. I felt like Soobin was extremely selfish, he knew I was into boys he knew I was gay. He had the aducity to tell me "let's do it? No hard feelings" how am I supposed to not put feelings into whatever we were doing in his room? I caught feelings extremely fast just by the little affection people gave me, and that's what Soobin did to me. I grabbed out my phone immediately calling san phone.

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"Hello?" A familiar voice was heard over the phone.
Muffled tears could be heard at san phone.
"San- I need you..please come over" yeonjun said crying.
"..."
It was quiet before san said something
"Alright"

Beep beep

[third person pov]

A knock could be heard at yeonjun door, Yeonjun immediately rushed down opening the door and jump into san arm. San knew how yeonjun had the hugest crush on soobin, and that's what hurt san heart. "Shhh is okay yeonjunnie.." san said rubbing his back in circle. "He- played with my feelings!" Yeonjun said crying. "Playing your feelings how so?" San said breaking the hug and push yeonjun gently into the house and closed the door. Yeonjun nodded and explained everything Soobin and yeonjun did at his house, san couldn't help but feel rage gushing in. Right now all he could see is that his "best friend" crying over a boy that doesn't give a fuck about yeonjun feelings. "I wish he likes me" yeonjun said as his tone lowered down. "I hope he doesn't.." san mumbled that yeonjun can't seems to catch but ignored it anyways, yeonjun felt his eye lid falling. He must be super tired due to how much tears he let out today. San saw how yeonjun was falling asleep, he chuckled and carried yeonjun to his bedroom before leaving him a peck on his forehead and left the house.

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[third person pov still]

Yeonjun woke up due to his alarm clock ringing loudly, he got up and realised that he was in his bedroom. He didn't remember anything about him being his room, but still he shrugged and went to the shower letting the water touch his pale smooth skin, slowly let the water welcome him in.

After the shower he went to his closet and grab out his school uniform. He ruffled his blue hair and grabbed his bag to see that his parents aren't home yet, he sighed and grabbed his converse and went out of his house, but soon was stopped at the middle of the pathway that leads to the school gate. He saw Soobin and yeji walking together following with some of their friends. Great, what a great day to start his morning. He sighed and walked to class. He lives near the school, about like 5 minutes walk? When he entered class he saw his best friend Changbin sitting next to his seat. Yeonjun walked over and sat next to him sighing loudly that grabbed his attention. "Woaaaahhh why so stress?" Changbin said looking at Yeonjun with crooked eyebrow. "Nothing, why?" Yeonjun said taking out his phone immediately going on to Instagram, suddenly a post stop him. It was yeji post.

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yejis_ji: My girls asked me "why are you getting so worked up and dressed?" But all I did was 🤫

Yunana: stop looking good for him 💀
↪️ yejis_ji @Yunana: your just jealous cause you didn't get invited by someone you like 😽
↪️ Yunana @yejis_ji: in your dreams you hoe 🙄
ryunjijin: can you hurry ur ass up?

"Bro are you even listening to what I am saying?" Changbin said looking at yeonjun but slowly he gaze down at yeonjun phone to see that he was at yeji post and his fingers was at Soobin username. "YAH YEONJUN" Changbin shout. Yeonjun immediately stopped staring at his phone and offed his phone and put them on the table. "Yeonjun ah..is there something bothering you?" Changbin said as he put his hands at Yeonjun shoulders.

[yeonjun pov]

I shook my head and smiled at Changbin giving him a reassuring smile. "No Changbin, I am fine." I lied. Yes there's many things bothering me, not only did we did it but we did more than that. Did Soobin ever meant anything he said to me? Sometimes he tells me he loves me but he doesn't show it, but what can I say? We are both just "friends" no hard feelings right? But I definitely failed. I caught feelings, I fell for him. I fell for him and I fell harder, I sighed and look at the window. Suddenly Changbin yelled. I turn my attention to see that Changbin was yelling? Actually he was shouting at Soobin, the whole class were. I got confused and look at Soobin, soon Soobin look at me. My heart skipped a beat, those eyes makes me feel something I had never felt before but soon my gaze began to fall onto his hands. Pang fuck my heart hurts I felt like my world destroyed, my heart fucking hurts. I could feel it was shattered into pieces, not only did I felt that way I felt my eyes stinging in pain. He was holding hands with Hwang Yeji.
I immediately stood up and left the classroom as I could feel tears streaming down my face but was soon stopped by a girl, Arin. What does she want? Didn't she hated me? "I know why you're crying"arin said chuckling. "So you know huh?" I replied dryly. "Of course cause soobinnie dating yeji?" Arin smiled while saying, I knew she was hiding her pain. "YEONJUN HYUNG!" A voice that I recognised from afar, Soobin. I immediately wiped my tears and turned away from Arin and walked towards Soobin. "SOOOO are you not gonna congratulate-"soon I cut him off with a tight slap. "What the fuck?" Soobin yelled. "I should be the one saying that! Have you ever considered how I felt? And what pisses me off is that yesterday we did something more than a friend or best friend would do !" I yelled as I could feel tears gushing in. "Like I said, no hard feelings-" "I know! No hard feelings but i am gay! You know I am into boys!? What if ur in my shoes? And I do the same shit back to you? Knowing damn well ur gay and I am straight, how would you feel?" I said as I let my tears escape. Soobin wanted to say something but kept quiet. "You know how much is hurts me to see that your dating a girl, after what we did. Not only did we slept with each other, you used the words that made me fell for you! Words like "I love you" or the actions you do! We even kissed! Soobin-ah! We fucking kissed.. aren't we just friends with benefits? What?does it please you?" I said as my tone started getting bigger and bigger. "It was your fault." Soobin said. "Your fault for actually wanting to do it with me, you could've easily said no. It isn't my fault you caught feelings for me." Soobin said as he looked at me with his deep brown eyes , I scoffed loudly. "I didn't know a bunny like guy could be so mean!" I yelled through the hallways. Class was about to start in 5 minutes. "and didn't we said? No hard feelings? Right I remember how I teased you, you whimpered for more, what a slut you are." Soobin said chuckling. I gasped loudly, what the fuck? He has crossed the line. I raised my hands about to slap him till I felt my bum touching the ground. "Get off him!" A girl with pink hair said. "Don't you dare touch him" yeji said looking down at him, at that moment yeji group of friends looked down at me, fuck I hate this feeling. "Isn't it the gay dude?" Ryujin said with a smirk on her lips. Fuckers wanna hate, I seriously wanna slap the smirk away from her face. Soobin than step in to the group and pulled my shirt. "I don't wanna see your face Hyung." Soobin said grabbing onto yeji hands and walked to their classes, Lia stared at me and wait for the others to go so as chaeryeong. "Hey hey yeonjun Hyung, here take this cream it helps for injury!" Lia said and walked away hurriedly. I stood up walking to the bathroom I lock myself in one of the cubicles, slide down the wall and burst into tears. My heart hurts.. everything hurts, now that I lose my best friend which is my crush I feel empty once again.

Whuuwhwiejejejs hi everyone 😭 was it too long? I feel like is extremely rushed and messy, I am sorry that this chapter was long, I am slowly losing hope in this book cause I see no readers coming in ☹️ but is okay positive yea- anyways I hope yall enjoy this chapter 🫶 remember to vote and comment 🙆‍♀️