The Liplock
“ Anubhav ”
I was shocked to my core .
What's he doing here ?
Well . It's his house .
“ Yeh prashn humein apse puchna chahiye deviji , aap yahan kya kar ln sn rahi hai . Yeh humara Ghar hai ”
He mocked .
His voice includes so much chillness in it .
My words left my mouth .
I looked down trying to find some reply where I can clearly feel his fixed gaze on me . He will someday devour my soul with his gaze only .
I can't be more nervous other than being in front of this man .
“ Hum...woh hum maa se Milne aye the ”
I finally stated and looking up I find him already searching the way to take my poor life .
“ Maa nahi hai aap prasthan kar sakti hai ”
Why is he talking like this . We are meeting after almost half year and still there is the same chillness, eery feelings . I almost lost myself .
“ Jaiye ”
“ Ji ” I say with the disappointment in my voice . I expected more beautiful things when I will meet him .
I make my way out the kitchen while he follows me with his hands crossed on his chest .
But I stopped .
“ Waise aap yahan kya kar rahe hai , apne toh kaha tha ki aap aur kabhi wapas nahi aayenge ? ”
“ Wahi toh , apki wajah se humein apna ghar chodna pada...apna sabkuch chodna pada sirf apki wajah se ”
Ouch ! He's hurting me with his words since that bullshit day of my life where I have taken my worst decision ever !
“ Hum...”
“ Jaiye aap. Raat ke gyarah baj rahe hai ”
“ Humein apse baat karni hai Anubhav uss din se hum apko dekh rahe hai , apka behaviour pura change ho gaya hai ”
“ Na badalne ka koi wajah chodi hai apne ? ”
I feel it . Deep. The way it's going on .
“ Humein apse koi baat nahi karni ”
“ Par humein karni hai ”
I'm stubborn . No . I have became .
Our eyes meet and I'm lost again . The eyes I missed so much these six months . I miserably spent . I don't know where our relationship is . We are not love but we don't hate eachother either. We don't regret the decision of falling in love but we never feel good about it either . Everything is messed up . We are messed up .
I can see that .
My eyes burnt but I never looked away as if we know that if we look away then the other one will disappear the second . And that's why we refuse to do so . To look away . To break the ever soothing eye contact. I don't know about him but I'm surely addicted to this feeling . I am addicted to him .
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FanfictionThey were in love... the true love and the happiness was never snatched . They knew they could not be someone's else so they waited till their forever ....
