It was always you | Jungwon ff

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"Nope. We're staying at a hotel. It's final" yunjin was about to pull my hand but I quickly walked up to the person and tapped theyre shoulder

"Are you crazy y/n?!?" Eunchae loudly said, yunjin with her mouth wide open

"Hey. Are you waiting for someone?" I asked then the person looked at me

I had to process who it was for a second, it's a face that I've been longing to see. But why outside my apartment?

"Ju-Jungwon?" I stuttered. Eunchae and yunjin covered their mouths. Too stunned to speak

Why is Jungwon outside my apartment? I.. I don't know what to say or think. I was supposed to get over him. What's happening?

"Y/n.." Jungwon Muttered but I managed to hear

Just then yunjin came running and grabbing jungwon's hoodie, standing infront of me

"You. You get out of here right now. You have the guts to come here knowing the damage you did? Are you here to apologize because you found out it wasn't her? Well maybe that's on you. Go cry about it" yunjin spat and pushed him back

I was in absolute shock. I wanted to talk to him. Even if he put me in that much pain, I wanted to Atleast hear what he wanted to say. Why did yunjin do that?

Jungwon blinked a few times and spoke, "oh uhm... yea, I was waiting for y/n to speak to her. Maybe not today I see" he straightened his posture and turned around, "sorry... y/n." He said before walking away

"Jungwon!" I called out but he kept walking with his head down

I turned to yunjin, with tears forming in my eyes. I was angry. More angry than I can imagine. Why? WHY? Did she have to do that...?

Yunjin looked at me in shock, "y/n.." I fell to my knees and started sobbing uncontrollably, yes. Yes I was supposed to get over him. But I love him. I know that, I know I'll never get over him as much as I try

We didn't even have a long relationship but it still felt so good having him as my boyfriend for Atleast a month or so.

I miss him. I miss us

"Y/n, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I should've not done that. I should've minded my own business. I was just too mad to see a guy who hurt you come near you.. I so sorry please ju-"

"It's fine." I said wiping my tears and looking up at yunjin and eunchae near me, "even though I wanted to talk to him just for a bit it's fine. Maybe another time." I smiled. Hiding my unbearable pain inside

Eunchae started crying too.

"IM SORRYYYY I SHOUDVE STOPPED YUNJIN UNNIE AND I SHOUDVE-"

Yunjin covered her mouth in embarrassment, "eunchae. No" she said and eunchae looked down

JUNGWON POV (2 hours ago)

I sat on the floor of my room, my phone in my hand

I was scrolling through pictures of y/n.

I know I ended it myself but why do I feel so.. guilty?

"Ugh.." I closed my phone and held my head in frustration