Abhira Os/Ts/Ss( Tu Pahela Pyar) .

Missing my Abhi 😭

Writting this ff to remember my Abhimanyu Birla .
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Akshu was chatting with her friend

Freind: " tell me from the starting Akshu!" How you met ? How he gets angry nd everything about ur beloved husband!"

Akshu:

I am sitting near the abhimanyu photo which is garland by flowers I have never thaught this day willl come in my life one day I have always thaught I will leave this world before my love leave but that auspicious thing it is not written in my density.
First my mother and father leave Me nd went to Krishna ji nd now my support system left me broken and shattered , he was my another safest home protecting me caring me when abhir is in my womb nd from the top of god snatch my dearest son why?? What was my mistake?? Every bad omen have happened in these 2 months aaru also left me my husband also my son also....
I also don't want to leave for anyone now in this world I wanna to go to my Abhi I just wanna to be in his arms lying on his chest ...

The day I met with abhi it was monday 2 nov 2021.
I was sitting on the top of mountain and singing
"Lag jaa gale ki fir ye hasi raat ho na ho shayad firse janam mein mulakat ho na ho!!"
Suddenly I heard someone steps voices I turn around and saw the most handsome and young hunk. My song flew away from my lips I was astonished by his figure his broded shoulder shiny face which was shining in the sun rays he was also just looking at me , his slow steps making my heart flutter and flush in my face I have saw him for the first time I felt it like that I don't know why......

When I have turn I was going to fall I was trying to hold something to save myself but couldn't suddenly he hold my waist and pull me towards himself we both are lost in each other eyes...his one hand was on my waist making me shiver and his another hand interwining with my right hand holding his collar tightly
After a friction of time we came in scenes hearing chirping voices of bird

He made me stand perfectly nd he said his first voice "Aap thik hai??" His voice were so smoothing to my ears .
" Maine pahele apko kahi dekha hai?" I said looking at him.
" Mujhe bhi aisa hi lagta hai!'' he said looking at me with his soft voice holding my hand still .

I look towards the river again nd said to him " aaj agar aap nhi hote to shayad!!"
He cutt my words and said
" Mera hona shayad apke liye hi hai" my heart fluttered once again.
I look at my hands which is caged in his I smiled and said
" haath chodenge mera please..!''
He was still eying on me " nhiii!!"
" Haannn!?" I look at him with questions filled eyes..''i am sorry ' coming in scence he leaves my hand .

I was going to move he turned nd ask keeping his hand in his pocket
" Haan aap ro kyu Rahi thi !"
" Aap kyun puch rahe hai !" I said getting shock. " Pata nahi shayad mujhe bhura laga!" Looking here and there....

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The day I get to know that I am in love with him he was going to marry my sister '' AARUUU!" His mom wants to marry her nd my family to marry with him I was really broked.
I know he loves me because he confessed his love before he do engagement with arohi .
On the day of mehedi. which mehedi was going to apply on arohi hand by mistake it stamped on my palm nd his mehendi face was marked on my palm I was shocked looking here and there....I hide my palm behind my back but I don't know when he saw my nd how??
I look at him he was looking at me with a smirk.
I have deeped my hand in the rose filled water with closed eyes to wash that mehendi I recall his voice
" Tum mere liye exist bhi nahi karti!"suddenly he came form back nd held my wrist he smiled with his another level of smirk " to ye hai tumhara normal mujhe laga tha mera normal , abnormal se bakwas hai!"
Tumhara to bilkul hi wahiyad hai kyu ki Akshra ji...kya hua !!" All time I was looking at down with shock he bend little to look at my face with his smirk " tay to ye bhi nahi hua tha kyu!"clapping his hand '"batao mujhe kyu? ! Kyuunn Tumhe itni takleef ho Rahi hai " roaming around me .
" Mehendi hi to lagi hai tumhare haath mein kya hua mere naam ki lagi hai to ??" Normal rahena hai hume dur rahena hai meri bahen meri behen ka rishta bla bla Blu blu.... Lo ho gaya main normal or kya ?? Kon hu main Tumhara kyun itni takleef ho Rahi hai tumhe batao?'
Jada se jada ristedar hu tum meri saali or main tumhara jijaaa ...yhi rishta hona chahiye tha na humara " I look at him blinking my eyes I was not expecting this form me why he is so Angry ....." Rishte rishte ka maan rakhna chahti thi na to batao"YE RISHTA KYA KEHLATA HAI?"
He again hold my hand he again spoke" jaha mere naam ki mitane mein tumhe itni takleef ho Rahi hai kyu? Kon hu tumhara Hone wala jija ....nhi main to koi bhi hu...koi bhiiii....I close my eyes tightly tears flew from my eyes ....
" Normal hone ki baat karti ho na kyun nahi poch liya wahi mera galti se chappa hua mera chehra tissue paper se chalo chalo !! Nhi poch paa rahi ho na tum poch lo chahe kitni bhi koshish kar lo nhi mitega ye chehra kyunki ye tumhare dil mein chappa hua hai or dil mein chappi hui cheez kabhi nhi mit ti !!"
Just tears were falling looking at him
'" lo ho gaya main normal chalo chalo chalo dho " when I didn't wash my hands he hold it nd deeped my hand in water forcefully in anger I look at him with pleased eyes nd he was also looking at me I was twisting my hand on water in his grip I look at my hand nd again at him he started rubbing my mehendi in the water suddenly he push that bowl naming it broke on the ground I gasped nd look at him with shock " tut gaya wo rishta jo paheli najar mein juda tha mujhe ab iss riste ka bhoj or nhi dhona koi rishta koi nata nhi rakhna tumse na dil ka na rishtedari ka aaj ke baad main Tumhari jindagi ka hisdar nhi bana chahta kahi nhi dekhna chahta tumhe na iss shaher mein na mere ghar mein na tumahare ghar mein nhi dekhna chahta tumhara chehra tum se milne se pahele hum Anjan the fir main ajnabi banana chahta hu main!"

He turned nd started walking he was walking on the broken glass of bowl each time he was stepping on that glass .it voices making my heart broke in pieces how can he shouted I know I am wrong I love he loves me but I can't go against my family at any cost my sister loves him how can I snatch her happiness...in childhood because of me she lost her mother nd now I can't snatch her love I close my eyes nd hot tears formed I sat down with the jerk " abhiiiii I am really sorry par main kuch nhi kar sakti please tum mujhse dosti mat todo please.....

Ending of pov....

Freind: " oh god itna gussa kaise sahe leti thi jiju ka mujhe soch ke dar lag raha hai Akshu!"

I smiled jisse hum pyar karte hain unki har chiz acchi lagti hai..

Or aage sunao !" Her friend type.....

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How i am missing him his voices his dialogues nd everything ...

I just write this FF to recall his memory of 2 years with him ....

After watching the promo my heart shattered every minute every second.....

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