Cool For The Summer

What a waste, to feel

Billie walked passed everyone who gasped at seeing the Billie Eilish on set, Finneas following behind her, as always he was there with her, he was mad as well, both of them 

"Oh shit is that Billie?"

"What is she doing here?"

"Can i have a picutre!" 

Billie heard them all, she ignored them, they all noticed her face was a bit red, her cheeks flushed a bit in red, Billie was furious, she realized she didn't know where she was going, she stopped, frowning looking around, so many eyes were on her, nothing new anymore 

"Hey you, excuse me, where's Jenna Ortega?" She asked facing a girl who was pushing a cart of food, she froze once she saw who was asking, her eyes wide "Oh my god Billie Eilish i...Jenna?? hold on" She said as she fumbled trying to get her walkie talkie off her belt, a minute later finally getting it off, she was a huge fan 

"Hi does anyone know where Miss Ortega is, Copy"

"Getting her makeup done, copy" 

"So you go all the way down, to the left you'll see a piece of paper on a trailer that says makeup and i'm sorry but can i get a quick picture ? i'm a huge fan" she said quickly in a shy-nervous tone, Billie couldn't say no, she nodded as she quickly posed with her, making her way to the makeup area. 

She got there quickly, locating the trailer, she stood in front of it just as she was about to knock Finneas grabbed her shoulder "Try to stay calm" he said, she shrugged her shoulder "No promises "

She opened the trailer, just as the girl said, there was Jenna, reading her script, the makeup artist looked up to see who it was 

"Billie Eilish?" She said frowning, Billie gave her a smile waving 

"What?" Jenna said frowning, she looked up from her script, her eyes widen, this wasn't good, she knew right away 

"Hi i need a few moments with Jenna is that okay?" She said, the lady nodded stepping out of the trailer frowning, what the hell was Billie doing there? she knew Jenna?? 

Finneas locked the door as soon as she stepped outside, Jenna noticed this standing up slowly placing her script on the table in front of her frowning

"Hi Billie, what are you doing here...?" She asked carefully, Billie took a deep breath,feeling Finneas once again squeeze her shoulder trying to calm her down 

"When's the last time you spoke with Scotti?" Jenna gulped, feeling intimidated, how did Billie know where to find her? this location was meant to be secret 

"I...don't remem-" "Cut the bullshit Jenna, i know she called you, she poured her heart out and you didn't give a damn fuck! Did you know she passed out in the middle of a god damn field?? drunk off her ass! her last call was you! Now she's in the hospital for sleeping out in the fucking cold! Why can't you just admit that you want to be with her! jesus fucking christ man i almost lost my best friend !" Billie said as she got in Jenna's face trying to hold back the tears, Jenna frowned looking down, she didn't know that happened...she didn't know Y/n was in the hospital...and that it was her fault

"Listen..Billie i'm sorry but..it just didn't work out...i'm too busy i can't give her the time she deserves-" 

"Fucking bullshit , i make time for her always and i'm on a fucking world tour! that i stopped because she almost died in the fucking cold! so stop making excuses! i want answers "

Jenna froze, she was right, Billie was even more busy than she was and she knew they still facetimed at least an hour a day 

"Do you even care she almost died? Someone found her until the next morning, she literally passed out in the cold for like 8 hours" Finneas asked softly, seeing distress in her face 

"Of course i fucking care she almost died!! what do you guys think i am? a monster?? My life is a mess right now! i wasn't planing on falling in love with her! " Billie felt relief knowing she does love her best friend 

"But Jenna

To make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything...what a waste" 

Finneas said softly looking at her, now feeling sorry for her, Billie as well realizing what he meant 

"Your making your self...no your obligating yourself to not feel...why?" Billie asked "You know how much she loves you...your her first love..."

"And that's scary! i'm sorry i tried my best...i..."

"Please think about it Jenna...She does love you i came from far fucking away  just to tell you that she loves you, and that your fucking up big time and she'll forgive you, you stupid fucking bitch..."

Jenna didn't say anything, she just saw them leave as she finally let out the cry she was holding in. 

And when you least expect it
Nature has cunning ways
Of finding our weakest spot

Happy or sad ending?