★My Queen ★(Ciel Phantomhive x Reader)[NOT EDITED & OLD]

{♥Goodbye♥}OLD

It's been almost a year since you and Ciel have been best friends. You had so many feelings for him. Was it...love? Nah! It's impossible. You were waiting for Ciel at the park, it was winter, so you were all dressed up in a hoodie and a oversized scarf, covering your mouth and nose. You sighed that the fact he was taking so long, but you had to understand that he and his parents were always very busy. Footsteps were finally heard, and it was coming towards you. You turned around to where the steps were coming from, it was Ciel. He looked sad. You quickly ran up to him and tried looking at him in the eyes. "Ciel! What's wrong? Did something happen?!" You asked him with a worried tone. His words were complete mumbles, but he tried talking more louder and clear. "(Y/N)...I-I..." He looked at you,teared eyed. His face was finally full of tears. "C-ciel...?" You said frightened and quietly, while wiping his tears off his face. He calmed down and grabed your hand. "I won't be seeing you again." You couldn't believe the words that was coming from his mouth. You just stood there, wide eyed. "Y-your...w-what?" You asked, still not believing what he's saying. "I'll be moving to London today, and never coming back." You stood there for a few minutes, and finally started bursted out crying. "I-I-it c-can't b-be! You're my only f-friend! And I'm g-going to m-miss y-you!" You yelled, while falling to the ground and crying even more. Ciel sat on the floor, in front of you, and hugged you tightly. "I-I'm gonna miss you too...i'm so sorry." You hugged him back tightly and looked at him with tears still in your eyes. "W-will I b-be able to s-say goodbye before you leave?" He smiled and kissed your forehead. "Of course."

~Few hours later~

It was time for Ciel to leave. He and his parents were waiting for the train to arrive. You were there too, holding Ciel's hand tight, not letting it go. "The train has arrived, let's go," Vincent said while grabing Ciel's arm, causing your hand to let go of Ciel's. They started to head in the train. "Wait! Ciel! I need to tell you something!" You yelled. "Yeah?" He yelled back. You couldn't believe what you were about to say, so you shooked your head and yelled, "Nevermind, Goodbye!" He looked confused but said, "Goodbye." They sat down on their seats in the train. Ciel waved at you, outside the window. You waved back at him. When the train finally was out of your sight, you sat down and cried. You cannot believe how a coward you were. But that's it, you're never gonna see him, Ciel, you're best friend, the boy that you loved...