It was always you | Jungwon ff

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I started walking faster, I felt somehow angry, why should I be angry? It's not like his new girlfriend did something to me, it's just... I feel so mad he... he went to another girl that quick. I opened the door of my classroom and sat on my seat, everything was the same, laughing, mocking and whispering started as soon as I entered, nothings new. Thoughts entered my head while I scanned the room, my eyes landed on shuhua, she was talking to her friends, she seemed 10x happier than the other days she was in this class, she looked like she was telling something intriguing to her friends because they all had shocked looks on their face

I felt drained looking at shuhua. Shuhua was basically the opposite of what I was right now, she was all happy, bubbly, and living life to the fullest while on the other hand i don't even want to live life at the moment

The teacher soon came into class, shut everyone up, and started class.

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I Walk over to my table, where im all alone sitting. Dahyun and Mina used to sit with me but obviously things have changed

I place my tray on the table, grabbed my spoon and fork and ate my meal.

After a few bites, I feel my stomach aching uncontrollably, the feeling of vomiting took over me and then I just couldn't hold it anymore.

I ran to the nearest washroom my eyes saw, I pushed the door open and went into one of the stalls, I puked, and puked, puked. I felt tears forming in my eyes from how hard I'm vomiting right now.

After a few minutes I calmed down a bit, trying to not vomit as much as possible. I thought it was over but then My stomach started aching like crazy once again, and I soon threw up in the toilet once more.

My head then felt light, I felt like I was gonna faint any second now. My whole body went numb. Just then I heard a group of girls came in the washroom, I closed my mouth, making sure to shut up.

"Ugh it smells." One of the girls said

"Right?" The other girl replied

"Oh yea, did you guys see y/n running out the cafeteria like an idiot?" One of the other girls spoke

"Really? I didn't see! Ugh if I saw it I would've taken a video."

"It was the most funniest thing I saw all day! Looked like she had to go to the washroom"

"Wait... isn't this the closest washroom to the cafeteria?"

"Oh."

"Let's get out quick. FAST!"

As soon as the group of girls left. Tears started forming in my eyes. I never knew that this is how people talk about me..

Just then my eyes started getting heavier, and heavier, I soon blacked out. In a washroom stall...

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I Opened my eyes, light was the first thing I saw, I blinked a few times to adjust my vision, I then realized I was in the school clinic.

The first thing I thought about was who in the world took me here.

My body still had a sense of numbness intact so I just layed there for a few moments, thoughts came in my head non-stop

Why did I start vomiting randomly after eating my food? It doesn't make sense. I thought to myself when the school nurse came in from the staff room

"Hi dear, are you feeling better? Someone said they saw you unconscious in the bathroom stall.." the nurse said walking up to me

I stood up from my position and nodded, "yea, but can I ask who helped me get here?"

The nurse blinked a few times before speaking again, "they told me not to tell you, I'm guessing you and that person aren't on good terms."

I tilted my head, "oh I understand... can you atleast tell me what that person looked like?"

"She had medium length hair, brown-ish eyes, and the cute heart smile. I'm not very good at explaining features, sorry dear"

I thought for a bit.. cute heart smile? I looked back at the nurse and smiled, "well if that's it I'll be going now, thank you so much I appreciate it." I stood up and bowed to the nurse before walking to the door

"Wait!" The nurse called out to me

I turned around in confusion and blinked, signaling her to speak

"I think this might be serious, I mean about you vomiting... let me ask you this, have you been eating well lately?" The nurse asked

I paused, I haven't been eating well lately, that's the truth. I've been skipping meals and starving myself ever since the incident happened. I just couldn't find myself to have a proper meal.

"Yea I've been eating really well! I think the food was just weird today." I lied. I'll figure out why I'm vomiting by myself. I don't feel like taking meds at the moment

"Oh okay.. if that's what you say! You free to go now dear." The nurse smiled before going back to the staff room

I opened the door of the clinic and took a few steps away from the clinic

While walking, I saw a group of boys standing in the hallway, basically blocking my way.

I tried to pass when I made eye contact with one of the boys,

Sunoo?

If Sunoo's there then that means..

I quickly scanned the group of seven boys to see the only guy that caught my attention

Jungwon.

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This chapter is kindaaaaa related to what's happening rn in my life so.

Jungwon with glasses.