The hoodie is off (Jelsa) * Editing / probs on hold*

White hair

SORRY FOR GRAMMAR AND SPELLING

Elsa's POV
I wake up slowly and tiredly. Last night I had a nightmare......it was about me in the old house but ️Jack was there? I don't know why, anyway I get up and put on dark blue skinny jeans and a white T-shirt and my hoodie of course, I skipped breakfast and set off for school, I don't feel like eating or talking today I just don't have anything to say.

* time skip to lunch time *
I walked out of school and sat down on a bench, I don't like eating with other kids, I just feel trapped when I'm surrounded by people........ I look around my surroundings and see the white snowflakes dancing around me , on the ground there is just fresh, un-ruined, sparkling snow, there are no birds singing but a cold wind breeze swaying threw the trees..... It was perfect..... I close my eyes and .......for the first time in a couple of months....... I smile.... I just feel, free, peaceful, calm, relaxed......
" nice smile " a deep voice says, I open my eyes and my smile fades away
" please smile..... I love your smile " ️Jack begs
" what are you doing here?" I ask and look down
" I like to come here at winter " he says calmly
" really?" I ask confused and surprised yet quite, sweet and calm
" yeah.... Winter just feels like my home, like nobody will judge me for being me......it makes me feel like I can let out my feelings " ️Jack says and sits down next to me
" I never knew you liked winter" I say still looking down
" yeah....." He says, then there is a awkward yet peaceful silence between us
" Elsa?" He breaks the silence
" yeah?" I say and finally look at him......as I looked at him, I see tears streaming down his face
" I'm really sorry..... I didn't mean for all of this to happen....... I'm sorry with all my heart..... You don't know how many days I spent trying to find you.......I know you don't forgive me but please....... I didn't know that it was you.......... I just started bullying people because I loosed you ...... I felt more pain then you when you left me...... I felt alone...broken..... Hurt...I tried to kill myself lots of times because I couldn't find you "
He says with tears falling, did he really try to kill him self so many times for me ......my mind is fighting with my heart
He bullied you
He's sorry
So what
It means he cares for you elsa
Yeah right.....don't you remember what he called you? 'Monster '
He didn't know it was you.....and did you hear what he said 'because I loosed you '
He is telling lies
Trust him
I don't know witch side to be on
* BRINNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG*
Saved by the bell. I run inside and go to my class but as I open the door something fell on my head and I get wet threw
" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH" everyone laughs at me. I touch the wet stuff and look at it...............it was white-blonde hair dye....... I run to the girls bathroom and look in the mirror and cry.
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Why does everyone hate me?!