kids • jude bellingham

twenty-four

"ugh fine"

"can you say what you want to say" Emil says "it's not that deep"

"okay fine- i'm pregnant"

their eyes widen and they start laughing

"what" i say

"you? having a child?" Emil says in shock

"yeah?" Jude replies

"did dad not teach you to use a condom" Jobe snorts

"oi you rat" Jude laughs "i swear you're the biggest man-whore ever, you can't be talking" he jokes with his brother

"what can i say, were popular with the ladies innit" Emil says, proudly defending his best friend

"you're barely 18" i look at him

"you're barely 20" he gives me the same dirty look back

"nah though" Jobe smiles "congrats innit, sure you'll be decent parents"

"yeah i'm sure you two will be amazing parents, congrats" Emil smiles "besides, the kid will be leng with Jude as their dad" he says sending us all into laughter

"you'll be great uncles as well" i smile 

"i know" Emil smiles

"nah this kids ego is too big" Jude laughs at him "i beg you go back to the days where i used to humble you at breaktime in football"

"oi you was a whole foot taller than me back then, i can pocket you"

"yeah yeah, we'll see in training tomorrow"

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"they took it well innit" i smile as we chill back at my flat, just watching TV

"i'm glad they did" he smiles "hey Cee"

"yeah"

"i did something"

"what?"

"i bought a house here in Madrid innit"

i smile and peck him a kiss "that's crazy J, i'm so happy for you"

"i bought it for us Cee, come live with me, please"

i look at him dumbfounded

"why?"

"because i love you, you're everything i could have ever asked for, gorgeous, smart, literally the funniest person i've met, were having a kid anyways, would be much easier if we lived in the same place"

i kiss him "i love you so fucking much, you don't understand"

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that night Mia comes home from her date with Vini

"how did telling Emil and Jobe go?" she asks as she begins to clean off her makeup

"great actually, they made it a little weird but they're happy i guess"

"anything else happen?"

"well essentially, Jude asked if i wanted to move in with him"

"oh my days- actually?" she smiles

i nod

"are you?"

"of course, i just needed your thoughts on it, you know if you even mind me going"

"Chloe, i am so happy for you, besides, we were never going to live together forever, i wouldn't be surprised if in a few months i went and moved in with Vini, you have your own family now, and i'd never force you to stay"

i hug her 

"i'm going to miss you so much"

"we're still going to see each other all the time at uni you idiot"

"i know, but i've lived with you for the last 3 years, it won't be the same"

"come on, you have Jude"

"still"

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21.1.23

"don't carry that" Jude tells me as he takes the box out of my hands

"what?"

"you aren't allowed to carry heavy things, it's bad for the baby"

"i'm surprised you even know that"

"mum's been giving me lectures every day on how to take care of a pregnant woman for the last week"

"aww, i love Denise, more than you actually" i joke

"wooww" he smiles jokingly as he pecks a kiss onto my lips, as he carries the final box into the empty house

it was a nice house, i was kind of angry at Jude when i saw how big it was, but then again, it was his money, and i won't complain, it's a very nice place.

there was a huge living room and kitchen on the bottom floor, connected to an outside terrace, where there was a lot of green space and a pool, upstairs, there was 4 bedrooms. and our room was so big you could probably do gymnastics there if you tried.

the balcony from the room looked onto some mountains, it was gorgeous

next to us was the room we were probably going to turn into the baby's nursery, it was nice and spacious, and would be perfect for the baby. though we decided we'd start building it when we at least find out the gender

downstairs there was also a gym, which will come in handy for Jude, as he won't have to go all the way to the training centre to go gym anymore.

"it's beautiful" i tell him

"i hoped you'd like it"

"i love it" i say pecking him a kiss and laying my head on his shoulder

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i sit on the bed as i finish unpacking our clothes into the huge wardrobe

Jude comes in and takes a seat next to me as i stare into the mirror in front of us

"i'm showing already" i tell him as i get up and show him my belly

"oh wow, i didn't think it would be this early"

"me neither to be fair" i laugh "the doctor in England said around i would show around 4 months but i'm only 2 months along or so"

he brings me closer and kisses my stomach

"you're gorgeous" he smiles as he gets up and holds me in a hug

"you're more gorgeous" i tell him

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