i thought that i was okay
because i could laugh
and smile
and love
i thought that i was okay
because i could see
and feel
hear
but then my demons awoke
and
sewed the smile i once wore shut
and beat the hope and passion right out of my body
they clouded my eyes with there evil words
and poisoned my thoughts with demoralizing actions
they choked me with my sadness and drowned me with my tears and i thought i was okay.
i thought that i was better
but then i learned
i just put on one hell of a show.
