DARKEST TRUTH

X. Did you drink again, Kook?

~FLASHBACK~

Night Howls Bar

Yg: Jiminah! Please give me a chance. (grabbing Jimins hand)

Jm: Please, don't be like this, hyung! You're hurting me. (teary eyes)

Yg: You said you like me too, didn't you? (pinned Jimin to the wall)

Jm: Yes, I said....... but....... I'm not prepared for a serious relationship now, hyung!

Yg: What's there to prepare? Such an excuse! Wait....... don't tell me he's the reason.

Jm: What are you talking about hyung? He's not the one.

Yg: So it's someone else, then? (lost temper) How dare you, Park Jimin? How dare you cheat on me?

Yoongi kissed him forcefully. Jimin pushed him away and slapped.

Jm: I hate you, hyung! 

He said and left the bar crying mess.

~FLASHBACK ENDS~

Hobi: What!! You kissed him? Just like that? Have you lost your mind man? Have you forgotten how sensitive he is?

Yg: I was kinda tipsy, Hobi!

Hobi: No need to prepare excuses, Yoongi! I know you don't drink. At least at that time, three years ago, you haven't even learnt drinking and staffs. I know it very well.

Yg: (glared and looked down) Ok, I admit, I was in right mind. But I couldn't hold myself back, I lost the grip on myself, Hoseok!

Yoongi kept his palm on his eyes and closed eyes.

Hobi: I'm sorry, if I knew, I would have never told you to keep fighting for love. Why does it have to be so complicated dude? It's not like he didn't like you ever. Damn! I feel bad.

Yg: It's okay man, it's me who made this stupid situation. Coz I've always been a little dumb. When it comes to him, I just can't think straight.

Hoseok aka Hobi's phone rang and he had to leave in a hurry.

Yoongi's POV: There's nothing complicated really. Yes, he liked me once, he is the one who made me realize I'm lovable too. I was never someone people would like. They might like me as a friend, as a brother, as a child, even as a neighbor, but admire? Hell, no, nobody ever admired me as a man. 

He was the one and he was the only. Park Jimin, a sweet little kid, who thinks so mature of himself though he was only 10. Gradually he grew up like a beautiful angel. Ever since he came abroad, he's just a social butterfly who would flirt around with literally everyone. People call him a pro in this case. 

But if someone tries to touch even an inch of him, he'll flinch and freak out. Such a cutie pie! Good that I tough him Taekwondo forcefully. He's quite skilled, able to take someone down with just three moves. (smiled) But he never used a single move on me. He was my safe zone always. But guess what?

I ruined it all. I f***ing ruined it. I wish I had never asked for a chance. At least we could be friends. But now....... I don't think he likes me like before, well, he said himself that he hates me. But it's so f***ing hard for me to move on. It feels like I'm unlovable...... And it hurts.

BACK TO SOUTH KOREA

Jm: Kookie! He's not gonna fade in the air if you leave him for a second!