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15 November 2016

camila's pov

today was one of the worst days of my life. Now i'm on my bed crying
my world is falling apart, and it feels like depression is getting the best of me

they can't understand me, and they will never do it

they were like sisters to me, but one day, everything changed, I forgot to tell them that the management was forcing me to do a song in collaboration of Shawn Mendes

obviously, the song came out, and they were livid, I couldn't blame them they had every reason to be angry at me

obviously, we "made up" mostly for the fans, but it was never the same. Their trust was gone

we were strangers again after all these years of friendship and sisterhood,

I started losing weight fast, but no one was noticing, not even the fans
they were busy bashing me because I betrayed my girls

anyway, back to what I was saying
I had to tell them that in December, I will be leaving fifth harmony, i honestly don't know if they knew or if they were surprised

we were sitting on a couch with the management, the air was tense, all eyes were glued on me waiting on me to speak
I was nervous, i was playing with my fingers to calm my nerves

then lauren spoke up

<< camila please get to the core we don't have all day, you know we have to make an album for our fans>> lauren said harshly

she knows my struggles and coming from her was hard like she stabbed me with a giant knife

<< i am leaving fifth harmony, 18th December will be our last day as a group of five>> i spat in one breath

<< what? why are you doing that to us
you are a fucking traitor you bitch
how could you do it to us! you were supposed to be our sister >> dinah said while crying

she curled up to mani for some comfort

<< i didn't expect this but if it makes you more happy than with us you are free to go mila
we will always support you no matter what >> normani said surprising calmly

<< i should have known all along that you were using us for the fame
you are obviously more talented than us
demi told us years ago but we chose not to believe her and to do our thing even if we didn't work out
but we did it
we are like the female version of one direction
we were doing so good with work from home
what changed camila?
fuck all this bullshit i'm out
camila you are a piece of shit >>

Lauren said with such spite Lucy even woke up and groaned but went back to sleep curled up to Lauren

Ally stayed silent, I guess she was to sad to speak or she didn't want to be mean to me like the others
and I was grateful for that
she is such a ball of sunshine

then after some minutes ally speaks up

<< so is it the end for us? I will miss you milz so much
thanks for all the things you did for us
thank you for the almost five years of friendship / sisterhood
I will never forget you
love you milz >> ally said with her beautiful smile

then she hugged me so thigtly I almost couldn't breathe but it was so comforting and worth it

after that lucy woke up and hugged me
I was surprised to say the least but I gladly took the hug

<< I promise one day it will be all ok cami stay strong for yourself, or your family love you >> she kissed my forehead

lauren was so lucky to have her
eventhough I was madly in love with lauren
I knew they were soulmates
they were made for each other

I hope to find a person to love like they love each other

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