20th September 2023,
As you all know mera kisi pe bahot hi bade wala crush hai. For 6+ years!😱
He's in my class only btw. The moment I see him..my heart thumps and the lub-dub beats increase, I feel goosebumps all over my body and I just want to sit and adore him for the whole day..😭💕
Though I simp over him but he doesn't give me a damn. We were in 7th when he got to know that I like him and in 6th only he got shifted to another class due to his naughtiness. I still miss those days when he used to consider me a friend, he used to tease me, he used to laugh with and at me..I miss those days!🥺
But ab..ab to main uske liye aisi ho gayi hoon jaise invisible. He just ignores me every fucking single time! Main nahi keh rahi ki you reciprocate the feelings but atleast dosto ki tarah baat to karle..but nahi!
Jaise kabhi-kabhi Kali billi rasta kaat jati hai to hum raasta badal lete hain, same he does with me. Agar main kisi corridor se ja rahi hu, then he'll wait for me to pass cos vo mere saath chalna bhi pasand nahi karta.
Kudrat ne naa-jaane kitni haseen lamhe dikhlaye...
Lekin uski nafrat ne saare khwaab bikhraye!
Ab meri energy or sehne ki shamta dono khatam ho chuki hain...I can't! I just can't!!😭😭😭
Ab thodi badaas nikal lete hain..🥲
Hai kya usme?! Lappu sa to hai vo..
Baatein uspe hove na, dosti vo kare na
Hai kya usme?! Lappu sa to hai vo!
Jokes apart, aap log to uski tarah nahi ho na?? Aap sab to pyaar karte ho na?!🥺
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