Being a famous boy band members girlfriend is the hardest thing ever. Dealing with the rumors, stress, him leaving for tour, the good news, and of course the bad. Now, like people say, you should never keep sercets in a relationship but, maybe, just maybe its a good thing.
Telling Harry was the worst thing I could have done. I really thought he would stay, but I guess not. Now, I think that's the time to keep a sercets. Ever since that day he walked out, I haven't been right. Mentally or physically. He was everything to me. And my friends, ha they don't want anything to do with me. If it wasn't for me, they would be forever alone. I set up them all up with the boys. As soon as I need them, the drop me. It really shows me how much they cared. Don't get me wrong, they will check in every once and a while but when I needed them most, they weren't there, just like Harry.
But I guess that's life right? You cant go back in time and redo things. You have to live with your mistakes, or do you?
