Peace of mind.❤️‍🩹

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I sat in my bed with nova on my left sleep i had her for the week cause khari went out of town for some business he would be back tm tho

He has been distance idk what i did but he looks at me as if he is mad after i told him about the baby situation it was okay for a couple of weeks

Then he just suddenly stopped texting me daily or when i go over his house he barely talks to me I honestly tried to talk to him but he pushed the convo away

I just hope this not a other cycle of a one sided relationship i really like khari and im a mother to his child now and ill hate for nova to be in the middle of all tht

I scrolled on instagram until the thought of losing khari came to my mind I suddenly started feeling my face get wet and I noticed i was crying

I laid down and cried myself self to sleep i just really hope its not ending between us

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I sat in the living room still sad from what i thinking lastnight and khari just told me he just made it into town

I didn't wanna argue with him i just wanted to know why he been distant

I walked upstairs to check on nova ik what y'all wanna say why she always sleeping if you asked me i would say i don't know cause i don't

Getting up i went to bathroom i been sitting here just thinking and i was holding my pee

Once i was done i washed my had and just when i was finna sit back down my ring camera went off followed by knocks

I looked on my phone to see that it was khari i closed out my phone throwing it on the couch and started to walk to front door

I opened it and khari walked in not saying a word to me he usually would be drowning me in kisses right now

"Nova is sleep rn she should be up in a minute"i said as he nodded

"Sooo how was your trip"i asked awkwardly smiling

"It was good i had meetings and shi yk but just hnu when she wake up teelee wanna get her fa the week"he said aboit to walk out but i grab his hand

"Khari really not a hug kiss nothing you didn't even say hey"i said as he looked away from my eye contact

"I forgot chill"he said as i rolled my eyes

"Khari no dont tell me to chill seriously look at me"i said moving his eyes to me while grabbing his chin

"Did i do something"i asked as he shook his head

"Did i do anything to upset you in anyway"i asked as he said no

"So why are you being so distant with me khari i did nothing and you haven't held a conversation with me in so long you been pushing me away and its really hurting my feelings"i said as he shook his head

"I dont deserve you ari you don't deserve this i have to many scars and you cant cure them all i don't wanna break you while you trying to fix me"he said as i pouted

"Khari i dont care i knew what you came with when i told you how i felt i dont just like you because of your looks i like you cause you are a good person and i really enjoy myself when im with you im happier than i ever been in a long time"i said holding his face in my hands

"I dont wanna get my heart broke again"he said looking down

"I dont either but we have to trust eachother and communicate and talk about our problems with eachother not hold them in"i said as he nodded

"Im sorry I didn't mean to hurt
your feelings"he said as i smiled

I leaned in kissing him as he melted in my arms arms we broke the kiss and he hugged me like i was going to disappear

"You Arianna Fletcher is MY PEICE OF MIND"he said in my ear I instantly felt tears come down my face

"Forever & always"he said

"Forever & always"I whispered