Tides of Love

Chapter 34

"I won't break the bed but I might"

"Break my back yessss" I laugh at my own words which made him laugh louder

"I need to filter these tv channels for ya" he says kissing my lips

"Mhm to all the sexy ones" I say nodding

"To all the cartoon shows love" he says

"Shut up bad human, come on don't' be cheap and get me some ice cream" he chuckles a bit

"You are the one who wanted to stay in here and makeout with me"

"Oh my gosh you are a shameless human" I say

"You should see me naked and hard" he says making my eyes widen

"Ahhhh I am being kidnapped" I yell banging on the window

I swear not even a second later, a couple people start gathering making me giggle

"Nandini"

I open the door and peaked my head out

"Call the police" one of the man out there said

"Chill people, I was joking. This is my boyfriend, say no manik" I mumble

"She is fine you guys"

'Shameless these people" the men mumble to themselves

"We aren't naked, we have clothes on" I yell

"Nandini stop it" manik says shutting the door

"My ice cream" I whisper

"No ice cream for you" he say

"Please" I whisper

"No, don't pout at me okay. what if they called the cops?"

"then we run away, zoom zoom. How fast does your car go manik?" I ask

"Fast" he replies

"You wanna race me sometime?" I asked him

"No baby, I wanna race others with you by my side" I smile widely hearing him

"Home, we go home" I whisepr

"Yes we are going home, there is some ice cream in the freezer" I hum leaning my head on his shoulder

"Manik do you think our sex life in the future would be different?" I ask him when we were back home

I had a bowl of strawberry ice cream in my hands as I sat on the kitchen counter, manik standing in front of me kissing my face every few minutes

"Different how?" He asks kissing my head

"I am healed, yes I am but I mhm I"

"Nandini, communication is the best way to resolve things, to work things through, to heal and to grow from. Don't feel embarrassed or shy about telling me anything"

"I haven't been able to feel anything" I whisper

"That's okay"

"I had to go to a lot of therapy sessions and I mhm I tried what they taught me but I lied to them about feeling things again" I ramble on

He doesn't stop me, nor does he interrupt

"It's like I could be watching anything but I don't feel anything, I tired to touch myself but every time I did, his his touch ruined it, it was so bad, but you know what manik?"

"What love?" He asks kissing my cheeks

"I remember that night when I told you id mhm that I would kill you, you said you wanted my lips on yours and you wanted to hold me so tight that our bodies were pressed against each others, I felt tingles all over my body. I feel things when you touch me, I feel like I have a heart beat down there" I chuckle at my own words causing him to chuckle as well

He pecks my lips making me smile

"When I was in your arms sitting in your lap in the office this morning or I guess yesterday" I say peaking at the time to see it was the next morning

"Yes"

"I felt so much, i felt it all, it was like a raging feeling, a feeling of need, I wanted you and I needed you. Manik you make me feel things, a whole lot of things, all of it I suppose"

"Yeah?"

"Yes" I whisper looking in his eyes as I nod

"Nandini my love, you and I are going to work through everything together, this feeling, I swear it will only get intensified. The touches only get more burning and in all the good ways. We are so new to us and it's only up form here my little firefly" I giggle hearing him

"Ice cream?" I ask

"No bbay im okay"

"Bad bad, please" I whisper

He smiles taking a bite.

I hope off the counter and wash my dishes cleaning up a bit as well.

"come on we need to brush and off to bed" he says

"Piggy back ride please" I say

He chuckles leaning down picking me up on his back, I wrap my arms around him and my arms around his shoulders. We both brushed together and then were laying in bed, manik on the right side and I was on the left

"Does it hurt?" He asks caressing my finger with the bandaid

"Not too much, it's okay right now"

"Come here princess, lets sleep. Its been a very long day" he says opening his arms for me

I turn rolling into his arms, on his chest.

his lips looked so so plump and I couldn't help myself so I lean kissing his lips, his arms wrap around my back as he leans into the kiss as well. I love how his kisses make me feel.

"Goodnight my little star" he whispers pulling back placing a kiss n my head

"Goodnight handsome"

My eyes close being exhausted the whole day, I am so happy that even at the end of the day manik and I communicated and worked through everything, I love that and I love him.

When my eyes fluttered open the next morning, manik was snuggled in my neck, his arms wrapped around my waist as he lays on his stomach. Ahh it's such a beautiful sight to wake up to, I wish him and I could live together and wake up together every day.

I watch as his back rises and falls, the way he handled me last night was amazing, it was perfect. He made me believe in myself and he took all those insecurities and threw them far away, he took every single fear and crushed it in his hands

"You are an angel, a blessing in disguise manik malhotra" I whisper kissing his lips

He leans closer making me smile fully.