𝐖𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. ~ chanmin.

chapter 18.

seungmin: i-i love you to channie.

he says hugging the letter and tearing up. but then he got interrupted by someone laughing.

soobin: are you really crying reading a paper seungmin?

seungmin then wipedhis tears before looking up at him

seungmin: mind your business no?

soobin: whatcha reading tho?

seungmin: don't worry about it-

soobin then snatched the letter from seungmin making him get up right away

seungmin: what the fuck?! give it back!

soobin: omg chan cheated on you??? thats fucking funny

seungmin: what is this? hightshool?! give it back to me! it's important to me soobin! please!?

soobin laughed a bit while reading it, seungmin tried to take it back but soobin just pushed him back

soobin: this is just pathetic. your crying over a stupid letter from months ago? get over it seungmin

seungmin: give it back right now!

soobin then says "sure" before smiling and ripping it up then walking off leaving seungmin standing there in tears with the pieces of paper.

seungmin: n-no..

he gets down slowly grabbing the ripped up pieces crying hardly. while doing so to seungmins surprise felix came over to see whats going on.

felix: everything okay seungmin?..

seungmin quickly wiped his tears and tried to calm down while still picking up the pieces of paper

seungmin: i-im fine.

felix: you dont look fine?

seungmin:'dont worry about it! im okay!

felix: but your not, i know we havent been close since the fight but im still your friend. im here for you seungmin.

seungmin: ok. and im saying i-im okay.

his voice cracked a bit while saying that, felix just sighed before pulling seungmin into a hug

felix: your not okay. i know your not.

seungmin wanted to pull from the hug but couldn't. he broke down in felixs arms crying and hugging him back tightly.

seungmin: i-i missh chan so much!..i want h-him ba-back but i-i cant find him!. i cant keep g-going like this..then s-soobin ripped the only th-thing i had of chan l-left.

he said crying on felix shoulder

felix: shhhh..its okay. just let it all out okay?.

seungmin: i j-just want chan to c-come back..i loved him so m-much!..but fucked it u-up cause i was being s-stubborn. m-my life sucks felix!..i l-lost my mom..i lost the l-love of my life! m-my friends. im all a-alone..

felix: shhhh your not alone seungmin.

seungmin: i am tho..

felix pulled from the hug and wiped seungmins tears away smiling a bit

felix: your not, you still have all your friends okay?, everyone still cares about you. i still care about you!

seungmin: but i-i punched you and i-

felix: yeah but you were mad and upset. it was understandable. i forgive you. ive been forgiven you

seungmin just cried a bit more while hugging felix again

seungmin: t-thank you.

felix: for what?

seungmin: for being here. for being here for me..i dont know what i'd ever do without you.

felix: shh, its okay min.

felix helped seungmin pick up his things including the ripped up letter, of course seungmin was still crying about it on their walk to were the group was at during the break/lunch once there everyone got up confused

hyunjin: woah, whats going on

felix: soobin fucked up chans letter to seungmin.

minho: he fucking what?!

changbin: what?! thats on another level of fucked up!

seungmin: i-its fine..no need to be upset.

jeongin: but seungmin thats all you had of chan. thats a goos reason to be upset by-

mina: alright, seungmin let me see if i can save it

seungmin wiped his tears before place the pieces of paper down then everyone huddled up

felix: wait wheres jisung?

minho: left somewhere after first class, said something about his dad?

mina: okay so..

chaeyoung: could you fix it?

mina: im sorry, not really..its to messed up

seungmin just sighed and while grabbing the pieces of papers and nodding

seungmin: its fine.

jeongin: where are you going?

seungmin: dorm

minho: why dont you stay with us? just for bit?

seungmin: i dont know..im feeling really lightheaded and i want to lay down

changbin: seungmin

seungmin: yes?

changbin: be honest, when was the last time you ate?

seungmin: uhm. i don't remember?..

hyunjin: okay, felix jeongin changbin come with me, chaeyoung mina minho stay here with seungmin

seungmin: wait what-

felix: just sit down min

seungmin sat down while the four left to the cafeteria after a bit they came back with food and a drink for seungmin

jeongin: eat this min

seungmin:but i-

minho: eat the food seungmin. please

felix: yeah, please?

seungmin just sighed and started eating, while seungmin was eating and everyone else was just talking etc, minho, mina, chaeyoung and hyunjin saw jisung walking back from the gates but he wasnt alone.
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A/N

omg whatttt??? it was just a dream?? who is jisung withhh 😧 ⁉️, yes sadly soobin is a jerk in this chapter dont come for me. we all know that soobin is a sweetheart and would never do this anyways sorry for any misspellings cz ik theres a lot writing next chapter rn and yes have a wonderful night or day!

words - 1553

goodbye - 09