The discovery. (Flug as mono) ((ON HOLD))

CHAPTER FOUR ~Stress~

TW/S: Lots of cussing, Panic attacks, Shouting, Sleep deprivation, Nightmares

Fun fact: Rats are actually lactose intolerant, meaning they can't have cheese!

((THIS IS THE CURRENT TIMELINE, MEANING HE HAS WORKED THERE FOR YEARS, WITH DEMENCIA AND 505. ALSO HE ACTS DIFFERENTLY IN HIS HEAD SO HE STILL ACTS TIMID IN FRONT OF BH, HE JUST HAS MORE CONFIDENCE WHEN ITS JUST IN HIS OWN MIND, AS HE HAS BEEN THROUGH SHIT THINGS, BUT IN EXECUTION HE GETS AFRAID.))

Flug (mono) POV:

56 hours. 27 minutes. 48 seconds. That's how long I have been awake.

I can't sleep- I can't afford to. Precious time I could be working. Breaks are scarce, but I usually end up working over them. I don't think black hat knows how humans work. I won't bother teaching him. (To be completely honest with you, I'm not even sure i am one.) I still get nightmares if I do end up sleeping, you can't just live through traumatic events and be perfectly fine. But I guess :he: dose.

I just have to push through it I guess... I can manage myself well enough. At least I think so. Not that I mind too much about what others think, others minus blackhat.

But because I'm so nervous about him I end up stuttering allot in my speech, partly from barely speaking for years, partly from black hat, it can be quite unpleasant at times. If I stutter :too: much he shouts, (which only furthers it because of fear and stress.) So that's fucked up. I get that's he is evil and all, but shouting at me constantly??? But I guess he is my boss... plus he intimates me so I'm not gonna be the one to complain. That sure doesn't help me de-stress so I can work properly. Then once I don't get it done in an impossible deadline because of stress he shouts at me, it's just an infinite cycle at this point.

So far nothing has happened to lead him to find out about anything related to my past, I plan to keep it that way. Though, I will occasionally use my powers or whatever they are, in work I mean! When I'm alone how do you expect me to deal with heroes! I also found out that I still have access to thin man, and after a bit of practice, I can now change forms freely. I have only  properly used it once. I am determined to keep this a secret. And thus far I have. That doesn't mean I'm letting my guard down though.

Also, Days after I arrived I found out my body wasn't :completely: normal, long scars scattered across my body from extremely fast and intense growth to the point of major injuries. I suppose it was from when I was in the tower... And my skin is extremely pale, even some areas have a slightly pale blue to gray tint to them, but most are just incredibly pale. I promised myself to look into that later, but I have been so overly stressed I haven't even been able to preform my basics necessity's.

"Gosh, I'm rambling to myself again aren't I." I lolled my head to the side and sighed. "I should probably get back to work..." I hunched back down and kept sketching, my arms and fingers hurt from working. But alas, I was well and truly, hyper fixated.

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"-tor. -octor! DOCTOR FLUG FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! WILL YOU STOP BEING AN IMBECILE AND PAY ATTENTION!!!"

I snapped out of my trance.

"CAN I HAVE ONE FUNCTIONAL VILLAN HERE?! OR IS EVERYONE INCOMPETENT." He was screaming at the top of his lungs, that made me tense up a bit.